why do i update?
cause myspace isn't working

i'm going insane
i've been seeing things and i've been going out of my mind and i can't control it
the only time i'm fine is when i'm with Dakota
wierd shit

do you know how wierd it is sitting on RJ's bed and Dakota wanting to cuddle?

who the hell has a livejournal now a days ?

grrr...
ok so i want a boyfriend but then again i don't because the boy i'd get isn't the one i want :\

BOYS ARE GAY~!!!!
yea
like normal

I still sorta wish that Rj liked me
kinda wierd
he's an ass
o well

so i'm about to go to school looking like shit

wow
i hate guys
how many times a day do i say that

last night was wierd
the guy i liked left with the girl who always gets my sloppy seconds
and i ended up kissing my first love and a kid that i've known most of my life
whoa