this is stupid... i don't gave class today and yet i woke up at 9:00! no no scratch that i first woke up at 7 but then made myself go back to sleep... i can't sleep now what is the deal? i wake up before my alarm clock every morning. I just don't get it. and then the one day where i don't have class and but i don't sleep in i miss being able to ( Read more... )

so i really get bummed out when a phone call is not what i expect or hope it to be. ya know? i mean i guess they can't all be good or w/e but it's like i get so excited to talk to someone and then they can't talk long or i dunno the mood of it is weird and i just forget all the cool stories i'm suppose to tell and it's just like a downer and sad ( Read more... )

i should be sleeping ( Read more... )

so i get home totally exhausted and i'm up in my bed right now and my mind starts racing... y does it always work like that? my body can get so completly exhausted and then i can't fall asleep... maybe i have insomnia like karen ( Read more... )

i feel... weird like i'm getting a bad vibe. it's prolly all in my head it usually is. i don't like talking tho... i don't like confrontations i'm an avoider. cuz like whenever i do i don't say what i want to say ever or say exactly what i'm thinking. it always comes out different. so it's just easier to not say it... lol jk i know it's not. but ( Read more... )

alysa posted a picture today with me making a ugly face cuz we decided that since i've started dating chris i've turned into a girl ( Read more... )

so i'm waiting for sara to get here so we can go to canada... just me sara and joshua and none of us have money... we'll see how this goes ( Read more... )

bored bored bored ( Read more... )

DISCLAIMER ( Read more... )

ok i hate to harp on the typical argument of how much more it sucks to be a girl than a boy, i mean don't get me wrong i wouldn't want to trade places girls rule and boys drool, but honestly not only do you bleed uncomtrollably from the crotch every month (sometimes twice depending on your cyle) not knowing whether it's gonna be heavy or light not ( Read more... )