It's pretty drastic having to delete your ex's number from your phone due to an increasing habit of making really late drunken calls. That was a really long sentence. But I don't regret that as much in the morning as sending a text. The coherency, it's just not there ( Read more... )

I have a job! It's just a temporary role until a person recovers from a long term illness. What's mildly concerning is that it's another job within the housing sector - a sector that doesn't particularly interest me at all. On the contray, the job itself sounds fine. My original intentions were solely to find a job that paid anything as quickly as ( Read more... )

I have gone for three brisk runs in the past four days. All I can say is how do we let ourselves get so unfit? Immediately after each run I almost expect my heart to collapse..and I don't even smoke. Still, after the initial shock and out of body near death experience I feel slightly more alive ( Read more... )

I promise that my next entry will be written in a happy mood.*

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God I'm bored. Today I read close to 100 pages of a book - far too much. The book in question isn't bad by any means. I think I would have preferred to read that amount by choice rather than feeling that there wasn't something else I could be doing. The book is The World according to Garp. Imagine being called Garp ( Read more... )

I'm home at my mum and dads. This is the period where I unwind and gain some sort of direction and focus. It's just a shame I'm so bored. I've been back two days only ( Read more... )

For those that have seen Withnail and I, the state of our house is very similar right now. This evening I am going out with 5 girls to the Underworld. It's better than staying in and I have an abundance of love to neck and drop..

I'm off now. Bye.

Jesus this is a mess. First things first - I need to get a grip on reality again ( Read more... )

A quiet Saturday night in has prompted me to revisit old interests. This journal is empty and the lack of oompany makes me want to spill about nothing inparticular ( Read more... )

For one night the old me returned. I'm happy about this and in difficult conditions I have been quite happy since. I didn't worry about how much money i was spending, i drank far too much, did a couple of beans and had a fantastic night out in Notting Hill. The past half year has been fuelled with a tendency to be cautious and in my eyes 'a bit ( Read more... )