i'm cold. it's raining. i feel like shit. i guess i'll just give up on this. i have nothing to write about anymore.

dear eljay. i'm kinda hurt. i dwell. i'm a dweller. and a masochist. in a non-sexual way. and um..i have really bad ocd. fuck. bye.

it's been a while. it seems that starts the majority of my entries. a lot has changed ( Read more... )

it's been about a month and not much has changed.

i have 20 days of school left, and honestly, i absolutely cannot fucking wait until it's over. it's such a huge physical struggle to get myself out of bed in the morning to make it to school on time, which i've only done about five times in the past three months. man, i can't wait for my saturday ( Read more... )

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i'm updating from the library. isn't that rad rawk woot s3x ( Read more... )

spring break as a whole sucked.

weekend had its moments.

work is boring and

school is bad.

we have friday off.

edgar's on thursday.

penna this weekend.

bye.

The girl invades the eljay. WOO.

I have nothing to say. Except I FUCKING LOVE THIS BOY. Oh my, it hurts.

"Meow"

i just got a letter from my school about my absences. i need to do something about that before i lose everything. fuck.

to-do list, march 9, 2005:
1.) go to work.
2.) be sick and feel like shit.
3.) die (this is still up in the air).

things to do before friday, march 11, 2005:
1.) get my shit done for co-op.
2.) do at least some of the work i've missed for algebra.
3.) get my heater and other plethora of automobile-related problems fixed.

things to do before ( Read more... )