even the new crew, don't want to leave them.

for being angry at you for not loving me in the same way you dont know i love you.

the new trick is how i come up with a random object of potential excitement and frame it in ideal circumstances, as an automatic mechanism to lead to a patricular result that is some reason consciously desired ( Read more... )

i have become stupid and useless and hoping non one looks at me. slash throat knives wrist cant resist. ants try, mothers try. hopes fly too high for lives. i die in sacrifice.

remember when sam told me to xcome to that club. ill remember these as the best days. i revealed to kaitin and bronwyn that theybwere before me. and they deserve the precedence. nicky only ever took care of me cause i was deficient and i am still.

i dont need to crush on you while your here, its so empty when your gone. the day is dry, like her eyes gone disamused. i used to sit on a wish of alist now i see how listless are the socialite's expressions, even at peak ( Read more... )

wow its been so long. i cant smoke in this place so writing inside is less tempting.

went to canvass today one step two would like to join have you got thirty ill be breif ( Read more... )

hate is not the opposite of love. the opposite of love is not caring. in that case, i do not love, hate, care, or not care about this wretched thoughtform which has taken combat to my being with the face of boy ( Read more... )

- a gorillaz cd
- that book on taoism and the gland system
- a bunch of used records