i saw gym boy. i see him every time. i cant believe it ( Read more... )

im feeling alright. really good. went to papcitas with fms ppl. it was nice. gross food. but i had a good time brought me. im glad im not alone again 

 anyone know any good music? ur fav band/song? im sick of my stuff thanks for help:))

jacob had my cd but i coudnt find him so i just went on to math tutoring. it was okay. i miss him. im just going to admit it, i think it just made me feel worse though. now im going to go drown myself in loud music and tv. i wish my boy knew me.

 but that is alright. its just for jacob. stupid jacob. why does he have to be so......jacobly?

molly and i got in a fight today. i think. well idk we just argued on personal change in ourselves and then she randomly logged out on me. oh well. i wasnt pissed just like whatever. then jacob and i got in a fight over spray on tans and then he logged out on me. i guess im just a bitch today idk. i cant believe it is still february! i hate this ( Read more... )

 i feel change is coming, and no not in the american economy as barack would say it. change is coming in me. a big change i hope. little bye little iam getting there closer. now i just have to figure out a way to get away with not doing this assload of homework.

  i feel good in a almost sad meloncholy way. i went to his party, very small and very awkward. danny was there, i looked good. that was nice but i felt no sparks. and that was even better. i didn't dance much.i was there for about a hour and a half. i am here and yet I'm not. i need a place for me, where i fit in perfectly. i need a boy, who holds ( Read more... )

so yeah, worked out this afternoon at the gym and i saw a boy,and i had this connection with him, a natural chemistry if you will.so i basically stared him down the whole time and just had to had to had to talk to him. so finally, i went up to him whilst he was on the eliptical machine and just was like um and then yeah was like yeah and i  pause ( Read more... )

 im honestly doing much better despite molly being bitchy and all. i talked to a twin. haha but yeah serving was fun, i had a good day.