both. at the same time.

[lovemotionstory]

it's not a manic feeling, it's a balanced state.

what am i talking about? this way the i feel, all the time. months and months ago, while sitting on a the skidmore bluffs enjoying a picnic, some dude (who i was sleeping with that turned out to be kind of a jerk, go figure) asked me, "are you really so happy all the time? how can you be so happy?

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exactly!!!

[krazyfelioness]

"this is how i can laugh at myself even in my most desperate, tearful moments."

<3 *nods head in understanding* <3

[lovemotionstory]

i think those might be my most sincere laughs.

[cacophonous_joy]

agreed, me too, and hell yeah.

[lovemotionstory]

aw..

[lovemotionstory]

what?