I haven't been on here in a while so i felt that seeing as i'm sitting at work falling asleep i'd do a quick little update on lesley ( Read more... )

not quite sure i know how i'm feeling right now. i know i've been going to the doctor trying to find a reason behind various things to do with my health bu i never really thought there might be something really wrong. so when the doctor seems to think it might be serious, how am i supposed to feel??? scared? worried? happy? relieved? i'm so

well i started the day in a good, chilled out mood, which began deteriorating soon once i started work. For the last hour and half of the day i could have done with a swear box coz if i'd put in 10p for every time i swore i'd have had a good 20quid at the end of the day saved. Some people are just so irritating ( Read more... )

feeling rather confused today. not sure if i'm coming or going. other people are complicating the matter too, but anyway...

was supposed to be seeing some stippers on friday but we decided that not enough people could make it so putting it back a bit, but rest assured i will be seeing strippers this month ;) lol quite excited! hmmmmmmmmmm

hmmmm monday already. i'm knackered but for some reason, i just can't seem to sleep ( Read more... )

I know people don't read this but I want to make this clear without having to involve the people I have to work with ( Read more... )

Ever look around and just think...'what the hell am i doing ( Read more... )

i think too much, i know i do. i think about everything. no matter how insignificant it is, i think about it. thinking is not nice. makes me sad. makes me reconsider things that do not need to be n consider things that i shouldnt. so what i'm trying to sa is, right now, i'm sad.

I've had three days off work already n its my last day off tomorrow, i am soooooooo bored! I miss work. Nothing to do at home except go crazy! Haven't got anything to do in the evenings either coz Lee is busy doing college work, which is such a pain ( Read more... )

Ok. Its been a while so I thought I'd let you all in on the good stuff...you don't get to know the bad stuff ( Read more... )