SO i went to toronato thursday into friday with Eric, it was sooooooo much fun. I asked eric to come see regina spektor with me an he actually agreed. So it was sweet lol.
ummm i'll write later tho . . . sorry

so i have come to realize . . . well i've know it for a while but i'm a fat ass! yup i mean i'm not huge and i'm sure there are girls that would be comfortable at my size, but i just feel gross. I look in the mirror and i'm like "how in god's name do i have a boyfriend and why is he attracted to me?!!" and this all might be because i work at a ( Read more... )

so i started at express i couple weeks ago . . . its alright, its pretty competitive and i am just not competitive so i don't know , umm we got a puppy she's so cute and so tiny lol she's cute but i still miss katie. ummm eric is good it will be a year in a week still love em like crazy umm i start school on monday (not fun) and thats it

Umm so i quit lrispy kreme last tuesday, i got a new job at Express and started saturday, so i'm super excited about . . . all the cute clothes and shit. Oh Eric got an apartment on saturday also on Baynes, we drove by it last night i'm really excited for him, he;ll have more space it will be cheaper and his own room lol. other than that ( Read more... )

so yeah i've been a bum for the last week haven't done a thing but work, work out, sleep and eat. The highlight of my week was waiting in an hour or so line to but the new harry potter book for me and eric lol, yeah i'm a loser but not as much as some of the people that were there . . . i don't have the words to explain some of these people lol ( Read more... )

ok so alot has happened but not much finished the summer class at 8 in the morning, it was mad easy and my teacher was pretty entertaining . . . got an A! ummm otherwise going to artpark on tuesdays with eric and bunches of peoples, ohhhhh i went to TOOL like a week ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was amazing!! me and Joe drove up to hamilton bought a ( Read more... )

So i'm in a weird mood, ummm i dunno i'm done with school until next monday and then i'll be done for the summer after june 29th. ummmmm i've been blown off by almost all of my friends in the last week. i dunno who cares . . . sorry for going to school i guess. Oh andy is moving in with eric, so yeah i figured out why that bothers me so much ( Read more... )

so i'm in the library, taking a break from studying for my chem final tomorrow. Nothing really exciting is going on . . . i miss eric, i wish i was cuddling with him right now rather than studying dispersion forces. UMMM a little disapointed about some friend issues. Pretty much hate when people speak for me especially when it comes to telling ( Read more... )

umm lets see how should i start . .
well i'm broke
i smashed my car on friday
my grades dropped dramatically
i'm super depressed
i'm fighting with my dad
i won't see my boyfriend for at least two weeks and i miss him just thinking about it
i have no ambition what so ever
and i can't seem to cry . . .

but otherwise i'm good

So i started school at Ub tuesday, and it has been kinda crazy. I am sooooooo lost, like compared to buffstate this school is like a city, it 's crazy, well really all you have to do is walk through hallways and eventually you'll find what you are looking for (every building is connected by a hallway pretty much). Not much else is new other than my ( Read more... )