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it's hard not having money for things you want to buy yourself or treat yourself to.. but its even harder barely getting by for the essentials like gas, food, etc. shit sucks.

i really want a tattoo.. no fuck that, two tattoos.

it's hard being happy
it's hard trying to forget yesterday
there's going to be a lot of changes after this and it's all my fault.
am i destined to ruin my life and others around me?

its safe to say
some have changed while i was gone, and i may never see them again.
but that's how it goes.

the one thing i've been telling myself is to never have hopes because i'm not home, i'm not in control, there's nothing i can do and there's no way for me to persuade a person when i'm 1/2 way across the world. instead, i just keep changing my hopes.. in an attempt to atleast get something out of dreaming. and i haven't one constant hope since i ( Read more... )

Through The Eyes Of The Dead will soon hit the road with From A Second Story Window, The Acacia Strain and If Hope Dies for a tour together, here's the itinerary:

November 19th Worcester, MA - Upstairs @ The Palladium

can i get a motherfucking HELL YEAH?

god, i think i need a cigarette after that.

so.........

how about them yankees?

:)

but im just glad i didn't honestly get too deep into it all.
that's the magic about being so far away from home.

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