ok so ive had like 5 home visits since bieng away and i turn out feeling depressed at the end of each one of them. aahhh probable because i dont want to go back, bt also because im scared that ill never get to come back before college OR because im scared o wont be able to achieve what i wanted to achieve by going away ( Read more... )

does anybody use lj anymore? or is it only myspace

so its been almost exactly a year since ive updated this thing and it feels REALLLLLLLLLLLY weird. i know myspace is "the thing" no but this is just more farmiliar right now. im staying in utah till the end of junior year. im graduating from the program im in on january 16th, after that im going to a stepdown program for about 6 months ad then ( Read more... )

ok, so i stayed with carissa for like 3 days and two nights. i love her so much
we saw phantom of the opera
YAY! i love that story and the music. mmmm
i have 5 more days.
yikes.
carissas mom cried, so did my therapist. this whole thing is so emotional...ah
ok i want to have the time of my life for the next week
CHRISTMAS IS ALMOST HERE!!!

I WAS JUST LOOKING AT RANDOM LJ's and i was on ryan colla's, and i was looking at the comments and this was SO FUCKING FUNNY omfg ( Read more... )

i want to START OVER.

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today im going to carissa's performance. i love hearing her sing so much, its so peaceful and soothing. seh has a beautiful voice and shes a beautiful girl ( Read more... )

michael is being a humungous poo, and i cant write my marilyn monroe paper cuz im tooooo...not in the mood ( Read more... )

jessica koffler can KISS MY ASS. im sorry, but u dont tell a perverted teacher like mr stephens that a girl in one of his classes (AKA me)is the sluttiest girl in the grade ( Read more... )