also, this journal is done.

and fuck everyone else that had any part in this.

i'd love to drown you in a sea of your own blood ( Read more... )

oh wow, im still wasted.

not just a little drunk. im still like... way drunk.

my mom went to the beach. who wants to crash here? anyone?

didnt think so.

last night was davids house, we just sat there and watched some cartoons, drank some beers, played some guitar ( Read more... )

LoveAndGrenades: take care of yourself. i'm sorry for hurting you, and im sorry i'm acting like a pathetic little asshole. i love you pam, so very very much.
LoveAndGrenades: and it hurts to see you go.
WeAreBullets: bye
WeAreBullets signed off at 1:10:01 PM.

and that about sums it up.

/relationship.

maybe this will get you to stop being a bitch to me ( Read more... )

( trying to steady my mind )

i cant sleep because my mind is racing.

i just want to know if she's safe. i just want to hear her say she loves me.

but i guess that's just too much to ask.

and just like that, she's gone.

i miss you.

i love you.