Everything just comes crashing down but how could i love someone soo much that ive never met, and yet i feel so alone, and i feel like its the only thing that calls me anymore. Another day more yelling, more abuse, more unhappy Amber.I feel like ive lost the only thing that was truly mine. i felt like it was the only thing that cept me company qhwn ( Read more... )

Yeterday i broke up with my boy~friend Manny i feel soo bad, he was really sad.then i felt soo stupid cause when he called me i couldnt remember the reason why  i broke up with him at that moment because he was tellin me about how hes not goin to be able to find anyone like me :( and i was like well we can still be friends then he like started to ( Read more... )

It been a really long time since i last updated well alot has happend me and ryan feretta not together at all,:(which sux bad! and im going out with Manny as of today. I dunno if i like him that much but i though id give him a try. Maybe ill get over ryan and brad if i start seeing other people. I miss all my friends really bad and i miss people ( Read more... )

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Hey my peps well lets c today suked...... big time my dad is a jerk and i have a ton of unfinshed homework got in a fight with dad today cause he was drunk AGAIN!

Hey peps well vegas was soo much fun!! I saw i met ryan f. and now we hang out alot its koo his best friend ryan rice is soo funni and his girl friend jessica is soo beautiful and sweet and nice that are good together lolwell yea we went to six flags on saterday.... movies and church on sunday and on friday we went to his house then football game ( Read more... )

mmmkkk today was school it was prettty kool well i liked it i guess... i mean it is school lol but i have friends in everyone of my classes so thats kool but i havent dicided who im gonna hang with yet though i know brianna and halley and theres more but bri and halley dont like dianna and evonne lol i wanna hang with them though i dont like ( Read more... )

ok its 7 25 in the morning im leave right about now for skool at kennedy im kinda bumbed bout skool again!! lol well i dunno i have to go though m meeting nick in front of albertsons lmao hahha iight byee

new live journal comment on it to be added <3  _peterpan_xoxo