haha.

so I realize that I am a drama queen with too much time on her hands.

I had a lot fun in the mall with Lupe.

I bought this adorable heart clip thingy, and it was expensive, but yeah.

So fucking cute. ♥

I had an okay time, and it's okay that I'm home so early.

Shoowoot.

(we gots ta keep it gangsta)

i think i need new friends.

or just a friend for that matter.

maybe even someone to like.

nancy called not so long ago, and i told her to call me back. --it made me happy, but nervous.

why does she keep hanging around?.. why does she still ask me stuff like

are you seeing anyone?.. when my answer is always noWhy the hell does she think ( Read more... )

I am getting sick. I know it.

And I know whose fault it is.

LUPE!! >:[

I shouldn't have shared that cigarette with her.

Or got in the car with her. I should have just avoided her until she got better.

haha. I'm fucking evilIt's just that when I get sick, I get real sick and want to die because I can't stand it ( Read more... )

you ever walk around your room and notice that it seems as if a tornado was in there?...

that just happened to me right now.

i want a person to play dirty scrabble with. --it's fun.

so everything is getting lonely, and I will become my own best friend ( Read more... )

it's raining!

fuck yes!!

something good is going to happen today.

i'll either find my soul mate or finally just..die.

i'm happy + sad, weird feeling, but okay!!

it's raining!! Yay!!

let's dance in it and forget that i ever loved or hated you.

Oh Melissa, you're a fool.

School went by fast today (that is a wonderful, wonderful thing!)..I came home, cleaned my fishes bowl/tank thing, and he seems real happy swimming around. He is the cutest little fish man. He will swim up when he sees the bottle of food. And sometimes, I leave my finger with the little pebble of food dangling up there, and he will jump up and try ( Read more... )

I really don't want to go to school today.

I want to stay in bed all day and read.

I am also annoyed with my best friend. --worst thing is she doesn't even know.

or probably doesn't even care since her boyfriend is out of jail now.

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