Fic: Waiting
Title: Waiting
Pairings: Akame, Pikame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, Romance, Drama, Angst
Author’s Notes: Written in Jin’s POV. Just a sudden plot I thought about. (: Hope you guys like it. :D
Summary: Yamapi owns Kazuya when he’s sober. Jin owns Kazuya when he’s drunk. In the end, who really owns who?
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I watch you drink to your heart’s content beside me in a bar. Everything about you makes me feel hot and makes me just want to take you there and then. But, I know deep inside, that is something I can’t possibly do unless you finally break your ties with him.
Him? Yeah, him. Your supposed boyfriend who is now in the middle of the dance floor, obviously drunk while seductively dancing with random women he gets to flirt with. It’s always been like this. You, me, and Yamapi, always go to the same bar every week just to go and have some fun.
It’s been the same routine over and over again and at first I didn’t mind, but, whenever we go to the bar and you see your lover dancing with women on stage, I see the glint of hurt, regret and pain in your eyes as you watch silently while having another shot of vodka that is clearly knocking your sense out of you. I could only watch painfully, how could you always endure this kind of pain every week?
“Don’t worry, he’ll come back to me tomorrow when he’s not drunk anymore.” I can remember you say to me when I asked you about it. Even if you said it with a smile, I know deep inside there’s something much more than that. I just look in your eyes and finally see that everything you said actually hurts you as well.
Why? Why did you have to choose him over me? We’re the ones who have been close long before you met him. I’ve always been the one who has been taking care of you, rushing to your apartment every time you need someone to talk to. Listening to your cries about him, silently wishing that I’m the reason you cried about because I know I could fix it easily but no. Every time I suggest silently to break your ties with him, you still feel hope that everything will work out.
“Jin,” I could still hear your faint calls even through the loud noise of the bar. And I know whenever you call me with that raspy voice, I know that it’s already my time to make you mine.
You held my arm and looked in my eyes with your pleading ones. I can sense your desperation as you held tighter and got closer to me until I can feel your breath against my cheek. You smelled of alcohol, and sweat, and…Kazuya. The scent I’ve always been dreaming about. I’ve always loved how you smelled of you and how it always turns me hot.
“Jin…” You called my name again and I knew that was it. I sneaked a glance over at Yamapi and I knew in his state, he was already drunk and would care less when you leave this bar.
I nodded and wrapped an arm around your shoulders as I led both of us outside and hailed a cab, already on our way to your apartment. The trip was silent as I waited until it was over. I paid for the taxi and led us inside your apartment and before we could even get to your bed, you immediately claimed my lips passionately, our tongues tussling in the process.
I pulled you closer to me and fumbled with the hem of your shirt, desperate to take it off. You did the same with my shirt, pulling it over my head and claiming my lips again after tossing my shirt to the side. Without leaving my lips over yours, I led us both to the bed and pushed you to lie down. I immediately got on top of you as we continued kissing like there’s no tomorrow and fumbled with your belt, taking it off with ease followed by your pants.
I went back up to kiss your lips before licking my way down to your jaw line and stopping on your neck, sucking and leaving dark marks that I know would make you confused on where you got them tomorrow morning.
“Jin…” I could hear your faint moans with our ragged breaths as I got lower leaving even more marks on your chest, licking my way down to your navel and was stopped by the waist band of your boxers. I could see the growing bulge in your underwear and nuzzled a bit, purring at the sensation.
You pulled me back up again to kiss me as you clumsily tried to remove my pants and I smirked at your attempts. I stopped your hands that was on my waist and helped you as I removed them on my own. Sweat ran down my back as my clothed member came in contact with yours and I could hear both of us moaning each other’s name, desperate for release.
“Kazuya,” I moaned and kissed your lips again, still loving the sweet mixture of alcohol and Kazuya. I can feel your hands running around my body and stopped at the waist band of my boxers and I knew it was already time.
With one swift motion, I took off your boxer shorts followed by mine and I could feel the cold wind breeze brush on my butt once they were off. I rubbed both of our already erect cocks together and I felt the sudden want wash over my body and I knew there and then I already want to take you.
I wasn’t thinking coherently anymore.
It seemed that my member has its own mind and all it could command me was to already take you and that I would certainly regret it if I don’t. I pushed my member in your tight hole, both of us groaning at the contact and I could feel your walls tightening against my cock and all I could think about was Kazuya, Kazuya, Kazuya.
It was rough. There were no preparations involved and I knew it was going to give you pain in the morning but I didn’t know how much time I could take if I don’t take you now.
I rocked faster and deeper and harder as our moans got louder and heavier every second. I held your member in between our stomachs and pumped, eventually reaching the same tempo we’re going. I bit my lip as I watched your face closely, your eyes closed, your lips swollen and your cheeks all flustered up.
I heard you gasp when you came in my hand and it wasn’t long ‘til I reacted the same way after coming inside of you. I felt your fingers dig on my back while I clenched the bed sheets from underneath you.
“Jin,” That was the last thing I heard from you before I saw your eyes finally relax and your breathing become stable and I knew that you were already asleep.
I pulled slowly out of you and that was the time that I knew that I finally had to go, and try to erase everything that happened tonight and when I see you tomorrow, I know I have to play calm again and act like nothing ever happened.
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When I see you tomorrow, you’re with him again. And I can see your smiles whenever he whisper something in your ears, hear your laughter whenever he does something funny and look into his eyes full of love. While I sit around the corner, watch you and ever wonder if you could ever smile at me that way, laugh with me that way or even just simply look at me that way.
And that all I could ever do is to wait for next week, wait for the day-the only day-that I can make you mine. And for the other six days of the week, you are his.
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Author's Notes: What do you guys think? :] *ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuns*
Pairings: Akame, Pikame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Smut, Romance, Drama, Angst
Author’s Notes: Written in Jin’s POV. Just a sudden plot I thought about. (: Hope you guys like it. :D
Summary: Yamapi owns Kazuya when he’s sober. Jin owns Kazuya when he’s drunk. In the end, who really owns who?
-
I watch you drink to your heart’s content beside me in a bar. Everything about you makes me feel hot and makes me just want to take you there and then. But, I know deep inside, that is something I can’t possibly do unless you finally break your ties with him.
Him? Yeah, him. Your supposed boyfriend who is now in the middle of the dance floor, obviously drunk while seductively dancing with random women he gets to flirt with. It’s always been like this. You, me, and Yamapi, always go to the same bar every week just to go and have some fun.
It’s been the same routine over and over again and at first I didn’t mind, but, whenever we go to the bar and you see your lover dancing with women on stage, I see the glint of hurt, regret and pain in your eyes as you watch silently while having another shot of vodka that is clearly knocking your sense out of you. I could only watch painfully, how could you always endure this kind of pain every week?
“Don’t worry, he’ll come back to me tomorrow when he’s not drunk anymore.” I can remember you say to me when I asked you about it. Even if you said it with a smile, I know deep inside there’s something much more than that. I just look in your eyes and finally see that everything you said actually hurts you as well.
Why? Why did you have to choose him over me? We’re the ones who have been close long before you met him. I’ve always been the one who has been taking care of you, rushing to your apartment every time you need someone to talk to. Listening to your cries about him, silently wishing that I’m the reason you cried about because I know I could fix it easily but no. Every time I suggest silently to break your ties with him, you still feel hope that everything will work out.
“Jin,” I could still hear your faint calls even through the loud noise of the bar. And I know whenever you call me with that raspy voice, I know that it’s already my time to make you mine.
You held my arm and looked in my eyes with your pleading ones. I can sense your desperation as you held tighter and got closer to me until I can feel your breath against my cheek. You smelled of alcohol, and sweat, and…Kazuya. The scent I’ve always been dreaming about. I’ve always loved how you smelled of you and how it always turns me hot.
“Jin…” You called my name again and I knew that was it. I sneaked a glance over at Yamapi and I knew in his state, he was already drunk and would care less when you leave this bar.
I nodded and wrapped an arm around your shoulders as I led both of us outside and hailed a cab, already on our way to your apartment. The trip was silent as I waited until it was over. I paid for the taxi and led us inside your apartment and before we could even get to your bed, you immediately claimed my lips passionately, our tongues tussling in the process.
I pulled you closer to me and fumbled with the hem of your shirt, desperate to take it off. You did the same with my shirt, pulling it over my head and claiming my lips again after tossing my shirt to the side. Without leaving my lips over yours, I led us both to the bed and pushed you to lie down. I immediately got on top of you as we continued kissing like there’s no tomorrow and fumbled with your belt, taking it off with ease followed by your pants.
I went back up to kiss your lips before licking my way down to your jaw line and stopping on your neck, sucking and leaving dark marks that I know would make you confused on where you got them tomorrow morning.
“Jin…” I could hear your faint moans with our ragged breaths as I got lower leaving even more marks on your chest, licking my way down to your navel and was stopped by the waist band of your boxers. I could see the growing bulge in your underwear and nuzzled a bit, purring at the sensation.
You pulled me back up again to kiss me as you clumsily tried to remove my pants and I smirked at your attempts. I stopped your hands that was on my waist and helped you as I removed them on my own. Sweat ran down my back as my clothed member came in contact with yours and I could hear both of us moaning each other’s name, desperate for release.
“Kazuya,” I moaned and kissed your lips again, still loving the sweet mixture of alcohol and Kazuya. I can feel your hands running around my body and stopped at the waist band of my boxers and I knew it was already time.
With one swift motion, I took off your boxer shorts followed by mine and I could feel the cold wind breeze brush on my butt once they were off. I rubbed both of our already erect cocks together and I felt the sudden want wash over my body and I knew there and then I already want to take you.
I wasn’t thinking coherently anymore.
It seemed that my member has its own mind and all it could command me was to already take you and that I would certainly regret it if I don’t. I pushed my member in your tight hole, both of us groaning at the contact and I could feel your walls tightening against my cock and all I could think about was Kazuya, Kazuya, Kazuya.
It was rough. There were no preparations involved and I knew it was going to give you pain in the morning but I didn’t know how much time I could take if I don’t take you now.
I rocked faster and deeper and harder as our moans got louder and heavier every second. I held your member in between our stomachs and pumped, eventually reaching the same tempo we’re going. I bit my lip as I watched your face closely, your eyes closed, your lips swollen and your cheeks all flustered up.
I heard you gasp when you came in my hand and it wasn’t long ‘til I reacted the same way after coming inside of you. I felt your fingers dig on my back while I clenched the bed sheets from underneath you.
“Jin,” That was the last thing I heard from you before I saw your eyes finally relax and your breathing become stable and I knew that you were already asleep.
I pulled slowly out of you and that was the time that I knew that I finally had to go, and try to erase everything that happened tonight and when I see you tomorrow, I know I have to play calm again and act like nothing ever happened.
-
When I see you tomorrow, you’re with him again. And I can see your smiles whenever he whisper something in your ears, hear your laughter whenever he does something funny and look into his eyes full of love. While I sit around the corner, watch you and ever wonder if you could ever smile at me that way, laugh with me that way or even just simply look at me that way.
And that all I could ever do is to wait for next week, wait for the day-the only day-that I can make you mine. And for the other six days of the week, you are his.
-
Author's Notes: What do you guys think? :] *ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuns*