Feeling bad....

[love_ordinary]

Mark opened up to me the other night. His sincerity with every word meant alot to me. Shit, I didn't think he felt so strongly about me. He's been so patient and loving, and understanding ...and yes this should be a standard for all human beings but he wasn't like this before. So to see this change I've longed for for years, feels overwhelmingly

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[69digits]

I completely understand where you are coming from. I mean, I don't have my own kids. But this pain that's there yet you are turning numb feeling that you feel is exactly what I feel. Drugs,drugs,drugs....they are the only way...even though everyone says there not. They are. And god damn i would do anything for a bowl of crystal right now. I wish I had a wish. i would wish for unlimited supply of crystal....and I would smoke it all alone. all by myself. just to get as high as i could get...and maybe when i felt the highest i could get, I would get a needle. shoot. and end life in the highest high possilbe.

[love_ordinary]

my livejournal account is not hooked up to my current email so i didnt know you had written this. add me on face book so we can talk more. or AIM.

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