Jaejoong's Lyric Verse 11/?
J a e j o o n g ’ s L y r i c
Author: love_cassiopeia (Cindy)
Summary: Jaejoong - a poor yet talented musician with an impossible dream. Yunho - An SM producer who could make Jaejoong’s unreal dream come true. They needed each other to succeed, and they were delighted they had met that magical day. But, will love get in the way of dreams? Will the two be captured by love rather than work? Only his song will tell.
Group: TVXQ/Dong Bang Shin Ki
Rated: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own the five members, I’m simply borrowing them.
Warnings: Yaoi/slash, smut, language, some angst
Genre: Romance/Angst
Pairings: YunJae | YunChun (To-You)
Note: ^^ Hope you guys enjoy this chapter~
Verse eleven : Miracle
Book Cover | Movie Poster | Promo 1 |
J a e j o o n g ’ s L y r i c
Verse 11: Miracle
Staring helplessly at the cheerful passerby’s, you desperately began to count snowflakes-each one falling into the snow with their gentle sophistication. It was terrifyingly cold-even with your thick jacket placed firmly on top of you, hoping to protect you in a time like this. You didn’t know what to do (or what to think, for that matter). You could only stand there-watching the snowflakes fall to the ground as you waited for a phenomenon to happen.
You kicked at a pile of snow. “Shit!” You yelled as a few bystanders watched your vague actions with interest. You wished they would stop staring at you-but you couldn’t blame them. Besides, it was the evening of Christmas Eve, why would anyone be out alone at this hour?
Looking at your watch, your nerve was tickled by the amount of time you had wasted. Why was this happening to you? Why at this time? Why did the blizzard have to strike now? Why?
You shrugged your shoulders. As his lover, you shouldn’t keep Yunho waiting. You were lucky enough to be with him-unlike Yoochun who clearly had more trouble with his lover. After talking with him only for a few minutes, you could feel that you knew Yoochun unmistakably-as well as the qualities that made him the person he was. He showed you an immense sense of loyalty and obligation to his lover, which you lacked greatly (although you didn’t want to admit it). You thought about him-and what he would do in your situation. And within seconds, you stumbled upon an obvious answer.
He would walk home in the snow-now, no matter how cold-because he loved her.
Feeling extremely horrible, you pick up your small gift-wrapped bag and distanced yourself from the store arrogantly. You walked a few meters while you shivered in the wind, wishing you could’ve worn another layer outside your heavy jacket. You walked for a few minutes, feeling the chill all the way down to your skin-that is, until you heard a car honking repeatedly at you.
You turn around to face the noise. To your surprise-a black BMW appeared before you, planning to haul itself off the road and onto the sidewalk.
This-you thought-could be your miracle.
Within seconds, a window was rolled down, and your lover’s face appeared clearly behind the foggy window.
“Jaejoong!” He yelled, his voice a bit agitated. “What the hell are you doing here?”
It took a few moments of thinking before you finally stumped among the correct answer-Let’s see… I left the apartment in hopes of buying you a damn present, so I decided to pay the jewelry store a little visit. Then when I arrived at the jewelry store, I gawked at the high prices and considered it futile… but I bought the present for you anyway because… oh… because I love you for goodness sake! And now I’m stuck in the cold, all because of you!-You wanted to hurl those words at Yunho, but you decided against it in fear of hurting his eardrums and damaging his hearing.
“I was out… just… out.” You lie as you hide the box of jewelry behind you, hoping to surprise him the next morning. You wouldn’t want him to find out about the present now, would you?
“Right.” He uttered. “Get in.”
Hiding the bag behind you, you open the door to the passenger’s seat and smoothly slide yourself in. Yunho glares at you, and then rolls his eyes-probably wondering what a complete fool you were.
You gaze at him skeptically. “So… why are you out?” You demand stubbornly, challenging him for an answer. “You were worried about me, weren’t you?” You ask as you give him a slight nudge with your elbow.
He laughs. “Don’t flatter yourself,” He denies. “I was downtown shopping for gifts, and then I happened to see you walking in the blizzard-I had no choice but to stop, right?” He snorts, and then returns his full attention to the road; his rough expression seems to have disappeared. “I think you’ll like my gift.” He tells you after a short pause.
Your face lights up as soon as you hear the word “gift.” “Oh really? What is it? Can I see-“
“No, no, and no.” He stops your comment with one of his own. He points out his index finger, and wags it in front of your face. “You’ll have to wait for tomorrow morning to open it!” He teases you playfully.
“Well, you may never get your present at all, considering how naughty you’ve been!” You fight back, a slight grin upon your lips.
“Naughty?” He asks. “Me?” And again, he uses his sarcasm.
You roll your eyes. “Like… duh.”
His mood seems to have brightened. “Whatever… I bet you don’t have a descent present in mind anyway…”
You nudge him frustratingly, considering how much you spent on the precious article of jewelry. “…Ugh!” You growl. “You’re such a jerk!”
“Ah…you know me so well, Jaejoong.” He replies nonchalantly.
A smile comes to your lips when you hear his answer. “Jerk you are… but you’ll always be my jerk.”
Ignoring his inner jerk, you thanked Yunho silently in your heart. Apart from walking in the snow, you were once again situated in his car, comfortably riding your way back to his apartment. He would be your knight in shining armor for today-or maybe forever? You didn’t know.
***
When you opened your eyes, you were waking up from a deep sleep on Yunho’s bed-him beside you, smoking a cigarette and sitting calmly beside you in hopes to keep you company. Looking upon his handsome face, you recognized his velvety lips immediately-the ones you’ve been calling “yours” ever since the first time you came in contact with them in the recording studio. Staring upon his face, you saw his eyes relocate themselves to you-his glare piercing deeply into you like needles.
“You’re finally awake.” He mumbles, his voice sending chills up your spine-like it always did.
You rub your eyes jadedly as you let an outward sigh travel through your lips. “Y-Yunho…”
“You have a fever.” He informs you, his voice clear and apparent. “You must’ve caught it from standing out in the cold…” His warm hands travel themselves up to your forehead, caressing it gently to detect your high temperature. He seems concerned about your condition-and the thought of it brought a smile up to your lips.
“Idiot.” He calls you. “You should’ve waited somewhere.”
“But I’ll always be your idiot.”
“Right.” He rolls his eyes, comprehending your meaningless joke. “Jaejoong, you should go back to sleep-don’t stay up all night waiting for Santa and his gifts.”
You yawn. “Gifts…huh?” You say in between yawns. “They’re nothing compared to what I already have.” You bring a hand up to Yunho’s cheek, swishing them through his handsome face effortlessly. “Mine,” you indicate to his lips. “All mine.”
A smirk shows upon his lips, showcasing the beauty mark that lonely lingered above his tender grin. “Then show me.” He commands you, his voice only a little above a whisper.
Leaning down to grab your shoulders, he tenderly pushed you down onto the bed-his actions smooth and seductive. His mouth found its way to your ears-giving them a slight bite as you groaned in return. His hands placed themselves a few inches above your abdomen, gently stroking it in a repetitive rhythm as your melodic voice let out a few more notes. Having no choice but to close your eyes, you let yourself melt into the sensation, hoping to enjoy every moment of his touch.
He contacted your nerves with gentle kisses upon your lips, and then he continued down, his kisses becoming a bit more enticing as he reached your neck. Within moments, your shirt was removed, as well as Yunho’s own, revealing both of your bodies bravely to each other. Being completely exposed to you, you let your hands slide themselves past his nipples, as you felt him slightly tremble in return. Stroking his hands upon your naked body, he let out a moan as you stretched your head back, allowing him the access to everything he had wanted to claim.
You smirk. “I want more.” You whisper into his ears, asking him to go further. By every touch he gave you, it had seemed like there was electricity-each time coming in-between the contact of your skin. And you wanted to feel more, you wanted there to be a spark again, which is why you could only beg him, and hope that he would give you his soul once again.
His body seems to have agreed, his hands now moving further down, attempting to eagerly unzip your pants. Reaching your hands to grab his shoulders, you let your tongue travel to his nipple, biting the soft area of skin tenderly only to receive more groans from him. Meeting his lips with yours once again, he removes your belt, and within seconds, he’s stroking the head of your member, teasing you until you can barely oppose. You want to push him away (it was leaving you breathless), but you wouldn’t, considering how remarkable it felt. You wanted to be with him-and if it means going through this, you would gladly give him yourself-and everything contained within it-to him.
A soft growl escaped your lips as he leaned further down, his hands on your thighs, ordering them to part. When the cool air travels through your folds, you can only whimper softly, feeling the rapid heartbeat enclosed within your ribcage.
Feeling his hot breath enter between your legs, you could feel the juices flow out from inside you, each one free and tainting the sheets beside you. Looking up from your helpless position, you could see Yunho’s tongue escape his mouth, slowly bringing itself to come in contact with your erection. Having his hands tightly around your throbbing member, Yunho covered his mouth around it-his breath hot and stinging. Slowly, without warning, his hands moved inside you, sliding one finger within you, and then another.
Being unprepared for the sudden gust of pain, you let out a cry, reviving every nerve in your body. You close your eyes, feeling his fingers inside you as you reached your state of orgasm.
You could only let out a soft whimper as he slid his last finger in. “Y-Yunho…” You begged under him. “S-stop teasing me.” You demand in between breaths.
You were sure that he had a smirk upon his lips now. “I’d like to hear you beg louder, Jaejoong.” He whispers as he slides another finger in, making you agree to his request.
Bringing his fingers out in a hurry, he lets his tongue tease your member, immaturely playing with you until you lose the game. After the win, he moves his tongue further up onto you, his face now tainted with crystal droplets of sweat. Without warning, he plunges his lips into you, his tongue encircling around yours in a continuous pattern. Nothing-you think-could feel better than this.
Mindlessly, you let his pants fall from his hips, revealing his final gift to you-and only you. You had waited long enough for his present, and exposing it to you was driving you insane with lust.
“I love you.” His whispers into your ears as he inserts himself into you, his erection hot and firm. He tangles his fingers into your own, tightly grasping onto your hands as if it was his own life. You held onto him tightly, smelling every drop of his scent to keep yourself alive. He was yours now, and you were his-you had accomplished your mission, and all that was left to do was to enjoy the rewards.
Feeling the pain in your lower body, you let your tears fall, the crystal droplets tainting your black hair-shining as if they were diamonds. You sighed into his skin, freezing the time to fully take in timeless sensation.
Ignoring your screams and his moans of pleasure above you, you tried to focus on the feeling of him being inside you. The two of you were held together as one, and there was literally nothing that could break the two of you apart-not ever.
“I love you too.” You whisper in between breaths into his ears. Entangling your fingers into his hair, you let your lips meet with his once again, tasting the tangy flavor upon his tongue. He replies your kiss, his fingers now cupping your cheeks. He sighs, his breath still hot, and then he releases himself, causing a spark of pain as he pulls himself out of you.
His lips still pressed tightly to yours, you could see tears fall from his eyes-letting gravity do the work as they fell onto the sheets. His visage carried a mix of confusion and bewilderment, making you wonder why he had let the tiny droplets fall. Gently, he breaks his lips apart from yours, showcasing his tears a bit more clearly as they glistened in the dark.
“Y-Yunho… are you okay?”
He turns to you, his eyes like marbles. Seeing him like this, you could not only feel Yunho hurt-but also yourself.
“I-it’s nothing…”
You want to believe him, but you can’t. His expressions told you that he was guilty-guilty about something, something you didn’t know. Upon all the times in the world, you wanted to read his mind now. You would want to know what was troubling him and mend his heart with your kisses. But you didn’t know-and Yunho wouldn’t tell you.
Holding your hand close to his chest, he lets you feel his heartbeat, its sound lulling you to sleep. You want to stay like this with him, forever. You want to feel his touch, forever. You wanted him to be yours, forever.
Making him yours was complicated enough; now keeping him here was bound to be easier said than done.
Can it be forever?
All I can say is…
I’m FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
…from school that is XD I’ll have more time to work on this fic, and I’ll probably be able to update more~~~ (although I’m not making any promises…)
So… what did you guys think? I mean… it was my first time with a full length smut scene. XD I hope you guys got nosebleeds~~~ XD jk~~~ <333
Anyways… the smut was pretty hot between Yunho and Jae, donchathink? I mean… even I was on the verge of a nosebleed~ eeek!!! I feel like such a perv now after writing this XDD Haha… I’m sure I’m not the only one.
This was a pretty short chapter… and I’m sure you guys are wondering about the things that I have yet to explain. You guys can just rest your minds for a while, and pay attention to the YunJae fluff/smut. Ahh… I hope you guys aren’t too impatient for the crisis!!! >_<
By the way… I’m looking for a beta who can beta my work before it hits my journal. Are any of you guys up for the job?
Please comment (ahem, silent readers) ßI mention that in every chapter… XD, and continue reading~~~~
~Cindy
Chance | Sing | Conversation | Interruptions | Spark | Microphone | Flirt | Again | Flame | Gift | Miracle | Promise