LOL. My LJ is like, a yearly thing. I made a post around this time in 2007 & 2008 ( Read more... )

Wowww, long time no post, and the last one wasn't really a post haha. But I still wish I could end racism, ya ( Read more... )

I wish I could end racism.

I guess I'm doing okay.

I'm going off of 4 hours of sleep. And had to drive 2hours this morning. It's not cool ( Read more... )

Something tells me it won't stop.
I almost feel like I'm wasting my time.

I really don't have anything to say.

There's a good chance I'm in over my head..
But I'm sure I'll be okay.
I feel great, for once, despite what has recently happened--
I'm in love, again, and hopefully he'll be it.
I'm optimistic, even if other things/ppl say otherwise.

But this is what my life has become..

I've got nothin.

some guys are retarded. and just ugh. but i have a nice guy. someone that i like at least. and that at least TWO of my friends like. and are okay with. but i guess it's all just a matter of acceptance. who knows what'll happen. at least i'm giving it a shot. if i fail, well then i fail. but at least i gave you something.walk-through is in a week. ( Read more... )

Haha, I had a saved draft in here from when I was drunk ( Read more... )

yeah.

i thought about giving up.
and had realized where it would lead me.
nowhere.

therefore,
i have not given up.
nor have i tried to.

i guess no one will understand that.
but it's okay.

no one seems to care enough lately.
..but all is well.
i'm not necessarily happy but...

time will heal ( Read more... )

go freakin figure.
it's all a lost cause.
there's no use in even trying now.
i give up
in basically everythingi'm over school ( Read more... )