On the way back home today from San Fransisco my heart spoke to me. My heart told me it was doing better, that it's healing and that I'll be okay. It's so strange because my heart has never spoken to me like that before. I'm going to be ok and that just feels so refreshing. I don't know what it was about this weekend but I know that I am healing ( Read more... )

I had a lovely labor day weekend, spent most of it not sober lol. It was so much fun! I have such a gnarly tan now and a weird vneck tan, kinda turns me off. I start therapy again tomorrow! OMG I'm nervous! HAHA I don't really know why but I just am, lets hope I stick with it this time.

xoxo m

 Haven't been on this thing in like forever! I need to start posting more.

Finally quit Beverly's. Job was so boring but I do miss the people I worked with. Need to start planning my Euro trip with Sara for next year, is summer a good time to go? I wish I could just pay someone to do all the planning for me lol. Hopefully Jessely come with us and ( Read more... )

 my feet are sunburned wtf

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It's peoples imperfections that make them beautiful and unique. If we didn't have imperfections we'd just be boring plastic mannequin looking people, but still I can't learn to love mine.

I decided that 2009 better be amazing. Life owes me that for giving me what will probably be the worst year of my life. I may stop being so bitter about life but I still haven't fully decided on that ( Read more... )

i just got a home made scarf and it made me cry. why am i so emotional. why do i hate christmas so much this year?