If regrets were fixable, you’d be here, throughout the years of this life, I’ve bled this void ( Read more... )

I am enamored. I’m insane and existing in a world that doesn’t have any common sense.

I’m enamored with the way you carry on & how no matter the trial you’d never be dense.

I’m enamored, in love or involved in a world I never asked a soul for.

I’m enamored and can’t breathe every time I think of or breathe you more.

How can you think so little of me?

How can you fight me by fighting through me?

I want that taste that lingers on your lips.

I want my stomach to keep doing little flips.

Oh the melancholy that I bring

It’s only to remind you of the little things

You’ve been hurt and so have I but please share

Everything and anything I promise to be fair.

A sweet pain that lingers, like the smile on my face.
Your blue eyes dancing, your timid embrace.
It’s like chances are given yet I’m too scared to see.
I’m looking away, are you looking at me?
I just want the answers to what I question each day.
I want you to go, yet I want us to stay.
Our story is not over it just changes things now.
I know if I love ( Read more... )

If

If I left today to meet you, would you meet me on the base?

Of the highest mountain, of the deepest ocean, of the furthest place?

Furthest place from here and there, would you look for me everywhere?

I can’t imagine my life staying stagnant as it is. Would you change that with a kiss?

& I’m waiting for an answer, it feels like that’s all I do.

Waiting ( Read more... )

Hopeless, I’m hopeless and maybe romantic or hopelessly manic in some ways.

Yet you live in my mind, though my mind doesn’t guide my days.

Im exhausted, exhausting, exasperated, an expert in exiting logical plans.

Sit in the comfort of comforting everything but your demands.

The life that I lead is dull and old and lonely all the time.

I try to find ( Read more... )

Stagnant, vile, lost in thoughts that just sit and die, I’ve survived much worse than this.

Playing games of past and present and what I could have missed.

“Could haves” were significant before, but have overplayed their stay.

I don’t chase, don’t wait, don’t need answers linked to yesterdays.

I have no doubt that one day I’ll end up alone.

I have no ( Read more... )

Climbing to the peak of the highest mountain. Taking in as much as I can of this dense air.
Seeing way beyond the fog.

You stood by and watched me crawl, only reached out your hand as I drowned. Saved me right before death with every reminder of it.
Now I soar, looking down on every star that seemed too far. Now I stay because I’m nice. Now I pocket ( Read more... )

An echo, a sign a myth escaping from here.

So shallow, the embrace you place so cleverly near.

If I where to stand on my own two feet, what would you think of me. Would you wait for me, would you wait on me?

Weighted thoughts and signification of undesired lust in the vast majority of resemblance.

Yet my mind wonders to the days you still wore me as ( Read more... )

The box I am in it has no windows, it has no door, it has no halls ( Read more... )