Ok, so I haven't done this in a long time. Things are kind of messed up right now. I really miss my friends that I saw daily at school, and I haven't seen Eric in over a month and I'm dieing to see him. I go for my license again on the 14th and I have to find a way to go and see him. I miss him most of all. I got attached, and I know that I will ( Read more... )

IV'E NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!! I LOVE YOU ERIC!!!!

Well, I have to say that last night had to have been the best day I have had in a long, long, long time. I got to hang out with my Eric, and we are going back out now!! As of last night!! I couldn't be happier right now, unless he was here with me right now. I'm sitting at Ashley's alone because she had to go to work and I'm not sure when my mom is ( Read more... )

It's the hardest thing in the entire world to accept the fact that he doesn't love you anymore. That you can no longer make him happy. That he wants someone new, and you are no more special to him than a random girl walking down the street. It hurts so bad to know that when he thinks about you he doesn't just smile because you make him so happy. It ( Read more... )

So basically, I HATE boys, and I hate people who lie about things, and I'm so tired of being used and lied to and just ugh!!!!!!!!

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK SOFTBALL!! I FUCKING HATE IT! I CAN'T TAKE ONE MORE GOD DAMN LOSS!!! UGH!! HOW DOES A TEAM GO FUCKING 0-16?!?!? FUCK THIS SHIT...PARDON MY FRENCH

**Sigh** Cheer up emo kid. There is meaning in life. So, please. Spare us, we know that you are all talk and we know it is all a cry for help. So please, just skip the emotional bullshit, and get it through your head that you do have people here that care about you and love you. So please, just spare us all the crazy shit in the middle....

So, even though my softball team SUCKS...something absolutely amazing happened to me at the game yesterday. (Which we lost by 5 points) But after the game, my mom told me that there was a college scout there. And thats not all. HE WAS THERE ONLY FOR ME!!!! I'm a sophomore in high school and there is already a scout that has come out to see me!! And ( Read more... )

Okay, so now I can tell you all my big news. I'M GOING TO BE AN AUNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OMG!!! My brother, Jonathan, got his girlfriend pregnant! She is about a month along. The baby should be here in like December!! OMG!! I'm so excited. My dad just found out and he took it better than I thought. My mom is so excited!!! ( Read more... )

Well, today has been kind of interesting. I had to go to the doctor for my follow up about my thyroid medicine. The whole thing went fine until I had to get my blood test. It was terrible. In case you don't already know, I have a HUGE HUGE HUGE fear of needles. I absolutely HATE them. I get extremely shakey just thinking about having to get a ( Read more... )