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[lostlittleging]

Today I've been feeling really anxious and uptight. Work cancelled because of the weather which didn't help as it meant I had nothing to do and would mope around the house all day so I went to art group at the local mental health charity drop in centre. I felt guilty leaving as mom was down about it being her annoiversary and the fact that they

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[azuradrina]

Here in the US I was in a way not allowed to get married and that's because of the SSI. Social Security will cut my benefits if I get married. So thus I'd decided to just not marry. At least not now.

[apples4alice]

I'm sorry your struggling Hun, the mental health system is so messed up. If you need to talk I'm here
Xo

[xprettylostx]

I hope you took care at the gym. And it must be horrible that your choice over what to do with your life was taken from you, is there no way your parents would let you make your own descisions, if they knew how much its getting you down? Art is always fun though, and the hello kitty and japanese print sounds really good :).

[lostlittleging]

I wasn't mentally able to make my own decisions at the time they were all made and now it's too late. Like I can't go to uni now until next year and the wedding has been postponed.

[xprettylostx]

Although it's tough now though, you know that there's a point in the future where you will be able to make your own descisions again, and have more control over your life. Things will look up eventually, stay strong.

[lostlittleging]

Thankyou :)