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because I feel like wasting time
In a couple of hours I will be trapped in a room for 4 long hours with the dubious GRE. I also have a sinus infection that I only managed to develop after the 4-day reschedule deadline. Fan-fucking-tastic. It's no problem; I love wasting money. I mean, what else could I possibly do with a $110? I'm 99.9% sure that I'll just cancel the scores ( Read more... ) -
By virtue of it being past my old-man bedtime
Life is very stressful...I feel tired, yet quite pensive...Jason was right; I am allergic to cherries. These cherry-vanilla cherrios not only do *not* taste very cherry nor vanilla, but also present very malformed chunks of what are certainly dried cherry product that are causing a great deal of itching in my mouth and throat. Fantastic. Father ( Read more... ) -
all things come to an end
well kids, i think i've made my decision...no more livejournal...maybe i'll update every so often if i personally need some sort of outlet, but aside from that we're all done here...so, if you have an interest in reaching me email me...spikesdd@aol.com...or if you find a transman who isn't nuts email me too...or if you are a loving person and ( Read more... ) -
congratulations kids
due to some recent events all posts from now on WILL be FRIENDS ONLY...i will also be cleaning up my friends list, meaning if you want to stay on let me know...if you are not on my friends list and would like to be email me...that is all
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an endless stream of cigarettes and magazines...
i have never needed this journal as i have this past week...and (as my dear friend jack mentioned) i have failed to update...so many times i needed this venue...i wanted to bend over and pour my soul and tears out into the pounding of fingers onto little plastic squares...but when you lose everything...its hard to sit down...when your home is no ( Read more... ) -
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i will remember these words every time i am down...everytime i feel alone...everytime your arms are not around me or when you feel so far away...i will remember these words when i am crying or when i am hurt...i will remember these words every moment of the day...with these words i will never be empty inside ( Read more... ) -
this one goes out to the one i love...
with a weak smile i greet each day dreaming of some sort of semblence of life that i could possibly live...with each inhale and exale i try to push this feeling away...this sick void filling me...everytime you leave everytime i come home with you not here i am lost...i am nauseated...i am alone...each hour of sleepless wake i spend trying to push ( Read more... ) -
oh, life...
i am a little disturbed...okay, maybe a bunch disturbed...but, i'll get over it...and i miss my boyfriend...and i'm having to use my old computer to use the internet because his old computer doesn't seem to want to use its modem...fantastic...and my apartment is a mess, and i have an exam to study for tomorrow that i haven't even opened the book ( Read more... ) -
to clarify...
the photos in my webshots album of true spirit were taken, scanned and sent by my dear friend lyndon, butterflywing...lyndons talent and expertise shall go unnamed no longer! ;)
-elijah -
oh so lovely pictures...
for lovely pictures of confused boys in the snow at true spirit check out: http://community.webshots.com/user/lostjonas