- As some of you may or may not have heard...
Kelly Trager committed suicide and hung herself. -

* although i didnt know her as well as other people she was a human being, and she will go on in memories, and will remain in our hearts.*

R.I.P.
-Kelly Trager- May 4, 2004

first i am going to do a poem. and then i will update so please be patient.

silence surrounds me,

and emptiness overwhelms me,

desperate for comfort,

dying for the truth.

loneliness,

and heartache,

discomfort,

and annoyed,

bitterness,

and discontent,

and the need for someone,

for something,

to make me breath again,

though i am breathing,

i am ( Read more... )

. . . not knowing if ((you)) still get to look at this . . .

- i completely understand... and someday. hopefully. -

please think of this...

* if it makes you happy, it cant be that bad, if it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad*

by my side in a heartbeat,

you were always there,

through heartache,

tragedy,

smiles,

fears,

willing to forego,

anything for me,

you know that your suppose to be family,

he must of made a mistake,

at seperating us like this,

but hey fate brought us together,

and is keeping us together,

going from strong ,

to weak,

you kept your head,

you've never ( Read more... )

Short Stories With Tragic Endings

Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give.

(Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts you so much it's like choking choking choking
down the embers)

I can ( Read more... )

STOLEN FROM JOHN ( Read more... )

well. i can honestly say i wasnt ready for all of yesterday.

\ well yesterday went to school, went tanning on my roof, got tanner. haha ya i wish but eh it happens. so then after that i showered and was gettin ready to go out with my girls* Miller & the K. btw 1 day till Millers birthday.. hope you got her somethign good or ill kill you. anyways. ( Read more... )

. . . though i dont know how much of this i believe ( Read more... )

This isnt some happy bullshit nonsense. so if your not ready to get the truth dont read this.

< i wish i could just tell you! but i honestly i dont know what to do anymore, because i dont feel that you want me anymore, or need me anymore , or maybe i just feel that i dont know whether or not i deserve to be here anymore. . . >

- though what i ( Read more... )

one last note ( Read more... )