i do believe i shall stay clear of livejournal for a minute. my internet at home is shot, and i really dont want to be around here all gloomy at the most minuscule problems. but ill stay on my space cuz thats always fun.peices!

hmmm, i dont really know what to say about last night...

tommorow will be really strange. all i know is that for the next 13 hour, i will be filled with a sort of calm, muted anxiety, as i await her arrival.i know rosie wouldnt lie about a thing like this wich is why i am leting my hopes raise a little more by the hour, but with our past and everything, my hopes lower just a little.i honestly cant ( Read more... )

i'm fucking back!!!!!!!!!

maybe just one more week...

for those who are about to read this, these are my thougts on things that you can probably already guess. i am sooo confused now, even more so. and i often wonder just how much more of this type of thing i can take ......... 8 months later i am left in a decision before sleep. and that is can i live with liz only being my freind?its not that i ( Read more... )

ii dont know what the hell is happening anymore, i swear each time today that i started to become in a more than happy mood, something would happen, like when i went to this vintage record shop, and the name of the street was Elizabeth. not fuckin cool, when your trying not to think about your ex and the confusion that comes with her. and then her ( Read more... )

first i'd like to say that a certain previous post was me venting my negative energy so that i could try to stay positive, who knows if i really meant that stuff... all that has been running through my mind is her, ever since thursday when she was the one in box with our check, and we stred at eachoither for liek a 1/4 second and looked ( Read more... )

THE NEW TEAM SLEEP CD IS FINALLY OUT. so if you are a fan of chino moreno/deftones, go get that shit. also they are oerforming here tonight and gillians, gosh i wish i could go

well fist and foremost, i'd like to say i heard from lani of all people on myspace, pretty awesome indeed. and ummm yeah ( Read more... )