pray for chris please...even if you don't know him...just give a quick prayer

i love you kid

and i wish i could be there for you ek...

i feel helpless again...and that's the worst feeling

i realize i'll never be happy with what we are...cause you'll never let me be anything more...i'm done trying...i'm done with you...

so, it's been a long time fans...i've read two books since i have been back...and am in the middle of two books as we speak...i read probably close to 12 this break...that's why i never slept and am so damn tired still ( Read more... )

christmas couldn't have been any better this year...if you know me at all you know why ( Read more... )

ok so far...i can either go to albany for a three day new year's party or my friend's apartment in boston...those are the offers so far...two people asked me today...and i don't know which i want to do ( Read more... )

i can't wait until the first of january...cause then i can use my "wild words from wild women" calendar...yeah, thanks kid for that ( Read more... )

things happen for a reason...hopefully everything recently happened so everything can get even better in the future ( Read more... )

i am turning over a new leaf and complaining less...so here is my last journal to complain ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? hmm...went to see a counselor, spoke to the dean drunk and convinced her to let me be the only person allowed in kimball on st. patty's day...oh st. patty's day...went to a bar legally ( Read more... )

one week left...i spent over 4 hours in the library today and then got locked out of my apartment for 45 minutes...so i couldn't get my cd to pass in with my paper...ugh...oh well...i'll just pass it in tomorrow...i hope my professor doesn't get mad ( Read more... )