Something about rapid sex, crazy wild nights and being sober for 2 weeks. I thought to myself i'll stick with wild sex and nothing else maybe being temporary sober. Yep, yep.

I got high for the first time. It was an amazing feeling. I am officially could be consider an alcoholic since i drink everyday of the week. My dad is going back to the same shit he always gives me about sending me to D.R. and what not. I Probably end up homeless soon... I need a job :(.

Between everyone we'had bought at least 8 gallons of liquor during the period of 2 days. It was fun, we got to see party boy and everything. A little drama but nothing serious. Now i am home alone feeling like something is missing and in my mind i wonder what it is, though i know i already have the answer.

And i thought i was the immature one...

You took the wheel and you steered us into the bed. Soon we woke and I walked you home,
And it was pretty clear that it was hardly love.

Yeah so this weekend was awesome had sober fun, laugh histerically with the guy specially on friday then got drunk and met up with old friends. Like mike said "It's mad crazy how alcohol and smoke can bring people together ( Read more... )

So generous of me to make deal with Bums. Trying to sell me a metrocard but yet he's missing my change by like 3 dollars, so i just end up giving him the money anyway. If i was to take back the money from every bum i ever share with i'd probably be rich! lol I don't blame them, most likely they going to use it for drugs or alcohol but thats okay ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a little wild. Too much liquor in my system, I woke up drunk today and kept drinking. I got a scared since they almost caught me. The smell was strong (I was drinking 151) not a good thing I kept passing out in every class. I have to stop being a pussy every time I get drunk crying over every little thing that hurts me and later on ( Read more... )

Today I cut class once again to go drink with the PD crew after a long ass while. So it all happen as planned i got drunk then we change of plan specially, Genia showed around. I went home got sober(Shower) then i went to the bus terminal to meet up Samantha which of course she wasn't there, ppl mad at me etc. I just know that an 1hr ago or so i ( Read more... )

I was crawling my way up from the deep hole, the filthy dirt cover a large percentage of my body. Slowly my hearts beating drop to a lower speed. My sweat hastily ran out its pore. I couldn't breath. I felt worms eating my back alive and my eyes wondering in the darkness. The depth was abyss; it felt like eternity just started. There was glass ( Read more... )