I am so shy and i am so fly like no other guy!

Mar 24, 2005 00:27

So generous of me to make deal with Bums. Trying to sell me a metrocard but yet he's missing my change by like 3 dollars, so i just end up giving him the money anyway. If i was to take back the money from every bum i ever share with i'd probably be rich! lol I don't blame them, most likely they going to use it for drugs or alcohol but thats okay with me. It's understandable. I saw my old friends today we watch the ring 2, no i take that back it wasn't really watching all we did was talk about life and eat pizza. Murder she wrote. I am scared of drinking, i can't remember anything from yesterday. I get too emo then all violent and shit. I never use to be this way. It's scary! They told me i chug about half of a bottle of superior and we drank 2 bottle of georgi vodka, i could of seriously gotten intoxicated. Barcadi hit me right on the face a long with Georgi, them nigga o.d. double team on me. No hungover or anything just a bad arguement. Anyway i can't wait to drink and be happy like the old day. It has been forever since i was actually happy. The thing is if i get upset while drinking alcohol just makes it worst same thing if i am depress. I read it in a book! It's fact it utters the emotion to be stronger.

Here's where the train ride ends.
Screaming, "is this your decision?"
We were the best of friends,
I'll go nowhere.

This isn't where,
This isn't where I found you
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