I did it.

I posted a couple days ago asking about bangs. I got a couple mixed responses about it, but mostly nos. BUT I'm procrastinating a paper and couldn't get my mind off of doing something crazy to my head, SO I went to a friend of a friend who's done my color before and ... well you'll see


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i really just feel that there's more that I should be doing

why have i never left the country and can only speak one language?
why do i settle?
why haven't i written anything decent?
why haven't i taken someone out to lunch and really listened in a while?
why am i financially dependent on my parents and am therefore completely still tied by that?
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i just realized how bizarre the past year has been.
think 365 days ago, and think about everything since then.
shit.

i cant sleep.

im never gonna be big enough to be anything to anybody.

playing guitar in my car parked on the roof of a parking garage is better anyway.

i wish i could be everything i used to think i was

so what do i do?

i am so close to running away. but to run away youd have to leave something.
so rather, im going to go away, i am very close to going away.

everything is starting to come together somewhat. i just need to let it happen and be patient and in the end i know ill be better than ever. i need to STOP, REGROUP, and MOVE ON. im catching on. slowly but i am