Life is confusing

straight forward thats how you describe it.. its shit and its confusing and i hate it... kind of, life would be kind of boring w/out it tho. you know?

i mean if we didnt continually question why???? who am i??? why am i here? etc. then we really wouldnt have anything

hmmmm

so.. life.. ya lets not get into that.. but last night or like 6 hours ago i was at PF changs.. only like the bestest place in the entire world and i got this fortune cookie:

"Just be yourself; you are wonderful"

i wish i could be myself ... shit.. life sucks.

I've Kissed Someone ( Read more... )

my life sucks.. here's the list ( Read more... )

Havent posted in a while.. and b/c i'm procrastinating.. i stole this from emilie ( Read more... )

HEY YALL i miss all of you soooo much!!! i cant wait to get home... on friday... woohoo but i know i{m gonna miss ppl here too ( Read more... )

so... while here in colombia i realized that i can not understand gay speaking spanish men... my mom and i go to this beauty salon almost everyday and there is a total of 5 gay guys (who cut hair) one girl who used to be a guy, and 3 straight girls.. so i got my hair styled by one of the guys and every time he asked me a question he had to repeat ( Read more... )

hey y{all .. yup still in colombia.. btw i havent got addicted to the non existant drugs here...lol i just watched OC they have reruns of the 2nd season and it just started tonight ..so it was fun to watch again.. and im sad cuz my cousin is going on vaca with her hubbie and i wont see her for a long time.. actually untill next summer cuz she{s ( Read more... )

soo... it turns out i might be coming home a week earlier than planned.. and here is an update ( Read more... )

HEY yall its been a week since ive been i got here.. in colombia.. and its HELL. my little boy cousin.. michael is pushing me to the limit.. i think i might kill myself.. but at least i have tv... partly in english with spanish subtitles.. oh well i have OC gilmore girls and small ville .. and much much more... including law and order svu ... ( Read more... )