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Haha, So I have been re-reading more posts from back in 2003 and 2004 and damn was I a messed up girl! Seriously though, what the hell was I thinking? Anyway, that really made me laugh in an "omg" type way with a little bit of "how pathetic" attached at the end. -
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It's funny to read over my old entries from years past. I haven't made a huge dent in the posts but enough to see a lot of repeated posts. A theme of me getting fed up feeling like I have to please everyone else and make sure they are happy at the expense of my own happiness. What a shitty theme. I'm making a few changes. Things have been decently ( Read more... ) -
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So Boo Boo isn't fond of our new kitty, Mokie. She's basically avoiding her like the plague, but unfortunatly, she's avoiding food and water as well, i keep trying to get her to eat/drink but she's only happy if she's in the bed and Mokie isn't around... But she won't even eat or drink there either... Blah, Hopefully this phase won't last long! ( Read more... ) -
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Haha, we are getting old!!! So my friend Moira came over tonight because she's having a bit of a shitty time with some things, and we had Bryan over cause he is too, so we went and bought a bunch of alcohol (actually, Moira did, we allz poor) and snacks and came back and they drank and we all ate and it's now 10:57 and Moira is asleep on the couch ( Read more... ) -
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I wanna have a baby. So I wasn't preggers before, and I was sad... I know I shouldn't be sad yet, because I'm still in school, and we are beyond broke, but I really wanna have a baby. BLAH! So Robbie and I have been talking and planning, but I kinda feel like for now we're just running in circles cause there's not much we can do to "get ready" ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm having baby envy. I want a baby. Nuff said. I just hate that I'm not at a place where I "can" have one. At least not acceptably (and by acceptable, I mean so that my parents don't kill me... I know, it's stupid) Anyway, I wanted to rant about that. -
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so i had a dream that i was pregnant with a baby girl. *Sigh* I wish. But not yet. Gotta wait a little longer before I can work on turning dream to reality. Anyway, thought i'd share -
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I feel very judged right now.
Normally this wouldn't be an issue. But right now it is, for reasons I can't exactly disclose right this second, but it suxs when the judger jusges you by a double standard ((its okay for them, but not for u!)