Is there a worse feeling than knowing you're no longer as important to someone as you once were. Dari and I have been broken up for well over a month now, and honestly that's not really a bad thing outside of the fact that we're terrible at being broken up and yeah. But lately I dunno, it's just become blaringly obvious that the importance I once ( Read more... )

Why don't you take that cum sandwhich off your face..loserface.

Wow. Love makes you really stupid. I'm doing things I normally never would do. Hell no one is worth the emotional distress I've put myself under, but somehow I ignore it for her. I never even knew I was that attached. My best friend is actually getting mad at me for it and I don't even care. It's not that I want her back, I just like having her in ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday to me...

drugs.

I definitely have insert foot in mouth syndrome.

Why does it feel like I'm losing. Why does it feel like I'm giving up and little Ms. Queen Bitch gets to win. I don't want her to win. She needs to think about me everyday like I think about her. She needs to long for me the way I long for her still. She needs to stop being a god damn bitch and go back to the girl I fucking fell in love with, and ( Read more... )

I don't think I have it in me to care as much and as hard as I've been. It's causing me way too much stress. But part of me says, if I stop caring then why be with the person? Honestly, I think we're at the point where we can't be together but we can't be apart either. Eventually we'll get our shit together, or we won't. I don't care, it's no ( Read more... )

I need somewhere to go. Far away and by myself. I don't want anyone to know me, and i don't want to know anyone. I can start all over, brand new personality and not be a fool and trust people so much. I hate people, basically that's what it boils down to. People are all shit. Find me a truly good person and I'll fucking be your slave.

So maybe 2007 sucking is my fault. Maybe for all those years of unloyalty and just being shitty to people and not caring at all is catching up with me. I've never been one to have any good karma, and clearly my bad karma built up and just unleashed itself on me this year. I was really expecting my second semester of college to be semi-enjoyable, I ( Read more... )