so a way i'm going to attempt to do some 'self therapy' is to write in my other blog. i am going to write openly and about everything. it's NOT going to be private and i'm going to try to be more of an open person. not entirely open, but i know i am VERY closed off and i think it's something i should change, it might do some good for me...

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you would be 24 today..

happy birthday krissy pooh...


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You can only give so much to a person and not receive anything back for so long. You can only show support for someone for so long without them taking it. you can only care about a person so long without getting any kind of communication back from them. i'm done.

so i read some of those texts that Tiger Woods sent that one mistress ( Read more... )

I BOUGHT A NEW CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

it's always terrible to find out someone you graduated high school with dies...it's even moreso to find out they've taken their own life.

another one gone,

RIP Nick Weaver

i'm still in shock you'd do this....you always made me smile...you always tried so hard. i loved running into you at the bar when i did....

i have officially quit smoking. i have not had a cigarette in 4 days. the physical addiction is gone after 3 days, and mental after 7. i'm doing pretty well, the first two days sucked but i'm already feeling better!!!! i'm sure i'll crack if i'm out wasted somewhere, but i wont buy a pack..i'll just steal someones haha

so i'm sitting at my mom's pc staring off into space, when the doorbell rings. now usually i go to the window and ignore it, esp if it's my grandmother, but i actually answered it for some reason. there were two, at first you'd think ladies, but one female and one male dressed as a lady. dude had pretty nails. they informed me that...someone ( Read more... )

i just got an idea and amber kinda inspired me ( Read more... )

i decided i hated my LJ and i completely redid it again...i like it more...and i was only up until 5am working on it...