Musings....

[loonylupinlover]

Lauren dragged Leah, Sara, and I (well, all right, didn't really have to drag Sara as Sara lives in WISH) to WISH to finally watch "Lost in Translation." Warning: the emotions expressed within are highly personal. It's really not a review of the movie at all.

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[drkra37]

...I can say nothing so helpful, for what little help it might be, or so relevant, than two simple words. I understand. I know exactly what you mean, and I wish I could help. And y'know, oddly enough, your post here changes my own mood fairly drastically. Because I've been going through a lot of the same things. Even to the study abroad application. I could've at least tried, although I had my doubts about whether they'd let me go, and whether or not I could fit all my requirements into one less semester. But I didn't. I still don't really know why, whether it was laziness or procrastination or what, but there it is. I dunno.

But that's not the point. The point is, I understand. And I sympathize, for the little it's worth. Feelings like these are never fun. I'll tell you what I told Sara. You need someone to talk to, an ear to vent to, a hug, or just some silent company, whatever you need, if there's nobody better around, I'm here for you, whatever and whenever.

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[loonylupinlover]

Thanks, Brian. And no, you didn't come off like an ass or whatever it was you were worried about. :)

High-five for not filling out the damn application either.

[sae]

About the movie: Yes. Exactly.

For everything else: *hugs* Be calm. You'll figure it out. There are people who study abroad as seniors, you know. There's time to learn how to drive. And even something as simple as using two legs and walking around town can do so much for peace of mind and solitude.

I also understand how it feels, and I wish you luck sorting it out for yourself.

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[loonylupinlover]

Thanks, Lauren :)

wow

[snow_wind]

Gina, I know EXACTLY how you feel. And I am NOT just saying that. I have the same problem with inactivity and doing things on my own. Albeit for different reasons, but still. I do know. I'm so worried about disappointing my parents, especially since they've stuck by me through the worst possible situations and given me second and third chances.
I won't advise you on working through it, we all have to find our own ways. But just wanted you to know that you're not alone. ^_^

Re: wow

[loonylupinlover]

Thanks for commenting, Shannon. The only reason I put in that part about disappointing my mom is because I've never done it yet. She's always been proud of me in everything that I've done. But if I were to not utilize my talents to the best of my ability, then I guess I'm afraid she would have to be disappointed in me, because I would be disappointed in me. Anywho... Yeah.... Thanks. :)