i'd rather be stupid. it's very materialistic-but attractive people have so much more going for them. you can be successful so much easier just getting by on looks than intelligence.
trust me nook i know how you feel. i'm definitly guilty of doing all of the things you've mentioned. i feel like i'm not that missed by everyone. like i'm just a highschool friend, etc. and believe it or not-i'm jealous of all the friends you have up in pitzer who take care of you and who you have fun with because they're not me. so you're not alone in thinking this
shallow - not materialistic, lol. but anyways, i completely agree with your answer....and also...i feel like it's easier to fix stupidity than it is to fix ugliness. i mean, i'd rather do tutoring or have to study like crazy than have to get plastic surgery. and even with plastic surgery, it STILL might not help.
and i understand completely and think that we're in similar situations because of the distance - the majority of my time is spent with my new friends and the majority of your time is spent with your new friends and with alex. i know that we could never replace eachother but it's still hard knowing where most of our time is spent and that when it comes to who we're around the most, it's not eachother anymore. but i promise that there is no one that i can talk to as directly or who knows what i'm thinking without having to ask. it's sappy but it's the truth! i love you so much and have so much to tell you.
I feel like you but in reverse. I'm the last one to leave and even if not everyone made heaps and heaps of friends, they still all made new friends, and I haven't had the chance to do that yet. So I feel really left behind and unwanted.
i know you may feel that way, but it sounds like people (myself included) miss you A LOT and still call you and [those still in the LA area] try to make plans with you. but in any case.....i'm sooo there on saturday evening to be there as you settle in at yoo-cluh! i know it's been hard being the last to leave but your chance to make new friends is fast approaching, and i know you will have many and plenty of them because you're super charismatic and t3h r0x0rz and blinky eyes! love!
i know what you mean about being jealous of other people's friends.
i feel like when i come back for christmas break, espcecially the people who are going to school in and around la, have their own friends who they absolutely love now and my friends aren't going to want to hang out with me any more because now they have all of these lovely new friends who they would rather hang out with.
but i miss you guys and i cant wait to see you on thanksgiving/christmas/spring/summer.
let me clear things up.....thanksgiving, christmas, spring, and summer are all majorly reserved pour toi! and also, i have a friend here who is from sausalito (in san francisco) and she is always saying how i should go home with her sometime and visit you and the tay! how cool would that be?!
it is super annoying but it feels sooooo much better to write it down and get it out of my system!
and i'm having a lot of fun in college.....this entry was really just revolving around 3-4 people (except the thing about missing people at home of course) but for the most part i absolutely love the people i've met here and this school has a really intimate environment because it's so small. i really hope you're having fun in school too! IM me if you ever need anything, i'm still your skippery role model!
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it's very materialistic-but attractive people have so much more going for them. you can be successful so much easier just getting by on looks than intelligence.
trust me nook i know how you feel. i'm definitly guilty of doing all of the things you've mentioned. i feel like i'm not that missed by everyone. like i'm just a highschool friend, etc. and believe it or not-i'm jealous of all the friends you have up in pitzer who take care of you and who you have fun with because they're not me. so you're not alone in thinking this
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and i understand completely and think that we're in similar situations because of the distance - the majority of my time is spent with my new friends and the majority of your time is spent with your new friends and with alex. i know that we could never replace eachother but it's still hard knowing where most of our time is spent and that when it comes to who we're around the most, it's not eachother anymore. but i promise that there is no one that i can talk to as directly or who knows what i'm thinking without having to ask. it's sappy but it's the truth! i love you so much and have so much to tell you.
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i feel like when i come back for christmas break, espcecially the people who are going to school in and around la, have their own friends who they absolutely love now and my friends aren't going to want to hang out with me any more because now they have all of these lovely new friends who they would rather hang out with.
but i miss you guys and i cant wait to see you on thanksgiving/christmas/spring/summer.
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I love you, and what are you waiting for get your ass up here!!! You know you're always welcome here.
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I TOTALLY AGREE AND UNDERSTAND!
yeah, isn't it annoying...(to a lot of what you said)
and i hope youa re having fun in coolege!
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and i'm having a lot of fun in college.....this entry was really just revolving around 3-4 people (except the thing about missing people at home of course) but for the most part i absolutely love the people i've met here and this school has a really intimate environment because it's so small. i really hope you're having fun in school too! IM me if you ever need anything, i'm still your skippery role model!
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