so i realized that life likes to fuck with you in every way it can.I found out today that were perfect and yet i get the feeling were not. Its like the fact that he knows what makes me tick makes me not want to get any closer. Its the weirdest attraction. its like idd couple. Hes a pices i found out and i literaly couldnt believe it. It was like if ( Read more... )

so at school today they were fixing these four windows that were broken over the weekend in the main hall. Well on my way to second period,it was as if god showed him to me, this light came into the hall and i saw the hottest guy ever. man he was sooo hot. I watched him for a while and then went to class. During eight period i saw him working on ( Read more... )

lets see life is alright. Sometimes i go through some weird depressing moments,but its whatever. Lets see, luke and me are in some wierd situation.Im giving him til valentines day,and after that im moving on. He knows i like him,and like he makes little refrences to it,but like its weird. Iono. Whatever im done with boys.i miss everyone. Im going ( Read more... )

lets see,my throat is in bitter hell. I made a choice to not smoke because of it. The funny thing about that depressing moment,is that i was actually happy that i said no. it overjoyed me in a crazy sense. With that i saw ghazel yesterday,i was happy to see a familiar face in this crazy bitter world.umm,i cut my hair,its soo thin that its amazing,i ( Read more... )

i love clarissa. i've been talking to her like all this week, Kirsten can blow me. and things with luke and i are wonderful. i made mtself avaliable and he bit hook line and sinker. i go to work today to get money for clarissa, the end of my life.<3

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ok so i got home todayat 6 in the morning. Partied all night with my family. Especially my fav cousins,who sadly live so far away. I hate my ten year old cousin.Once again she tried to critisize the fact that i was drinking and i was like,im 16 leave me alone. So to try and be cool she was like i can drink champagne and i like screwdrivers but i ( Read more... )

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i love the new ashlee simpson song,i hated it at first but its pretty catchy. Me and clarissa called 104 and talked to carson and she professed she was psycho. When i came home yesterday from the movies there was a scene out of americas most wanted going on in my neighboorhood. I was so freaked out,ive never been so scared before.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Today i took finals and it took barley half an hour in each class to complete them.i saw luke today and we had some pretty nice weird energy vibe between us. I really liked it. I can see us making babies together. Somehow our personalities just compliment eachother in such a perfect way. ( Read more... )

had early dismissal today.got out at 12. I will be all this week,and no school friday.SWEET!!!!I went to my friend amber's house with the intention of getting high. The dealers were being jerk off's,but her parents smoke weed and she stole some from them. we smoked in bushes.Literaly,i craweled into them and i have never gotten soo high off of one ( Read more... )