i have a very sick heart-

god i loved kevin with everything i was - he loved me with his 2 heads and nothing more.

jesse and nikky meyer- i truley have crushes on you both<3 i hope your okay jess after today- nikky you are beautiful<3

talking to all my old friends again- god how could i give these people up-

made new ones<3 which is always a ( Read more... )

so quite a bit of drama nothing new ( Read more... )

we were kids back then as if we could progress ( Read more... )

i miss my friends ...

my boyfriend is in nyc

i miss my friends so terrbly..

it hurts.

So yesturday I got my hair cut .. its alright ... me and neda went shopping and we got cute hearts on our phone... its cute oh and i got this jacket.. and i thought it make me feel better whilE kevins awy but its not.. i hate these weekends hes away bUT i love the mondays when hes gets back<3 ( Read more... )

IM watchINg Grease Right now .. totaly in love with it ( Read more... )

here i go again .. kevin and everything.. it feels HOW it shoul dbe still after all these years ... im really happy even if im not letting down my guard ( Read more... )

im happy my dress iS taken care of... my cuxin its goign to live with me for a whiwle with her dad andmy other uncle is already living iwth me cuz my grandmas house started on fire.. its the most saddest thing ever i cryed wheni seen the house that house is home -- always will be but it wil never be the same ( Read more... )

im really sad tonight---

works going to be painful tomorrow

OK so it wouldnt let me type anymore so lets continue ( Read more... )