well...here it is. If you dont like it let me now. im going to post it in the next entry as friends only if i can figure it out...if you want to read it and dont have a jounral let me know. Otherwise, post what you think of it and if you dont understand it...its ok, ill try to explain it to you if you want

I thought i found you....but i was left floating down the river

there was a brief glimpse of hope for me last night...I didnt fall asleep thinking about it until 4 this morning...When i did fall asleep, i had the best dream ive had in a really long time. Ill try to describe it to you, and i might edit this a little more if i find the right adjectives. The sun beated down on my body, warming it with every step ( Read more... )

the aps are finally over...i actually felt the best about the phyics ap...i couldnt believe it....anyway, ive got write a lit paper tonight. I finaly realized what i should write about. I can relate to Hamlet's theme of contemplation versus action. Its true...i think a lot, but no action....not too much happening though, my father ut on the ( Read more... )

Van Helsing was pretty good....it felt good to actually be with friends this time, and not be blown off...anyway...my ap test are almost over...one mroe left..physics b...and i have almost no finals!! two presentations and a regular math test....thank god.

time for a stressful week....3 AP's and physics class...time to shoot myself...anyway, i got a 3 on my calc practice exam (also our final, and i got a 75...fuck, how can i be so stupid) and i got a 5 on the stats final (the final exam also, worth 120 points) if only i could take grade points from stats and put them into calc.... ive got the stats ( Read more... )

oh boy...the first parts of my calc and stats finals...wish me luck, im going to need it. well..maybe not for stats, i wish that was first, get my confidence in myself back up before i die in farrell's room

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