it's all at myspace now bytches!

i must be a really terrible person in her eye's for her not to email me back....i just want to be friends again....do what i can to help.....i..idunno....it just really hurts....i've made a step towards goodness, if she doesn't want to talk to me then fine, i'll remove her from my friends list, and if she ever want's to talk to me again then she'll ( Read more... )

vacation is over and now we need to go back to skool...this blows...i enjoy being lazy at playing video games, talking to people online, all that good stuff, now i need to go back to skool, work, going and work in the clinic for absolutly nothing.

it sucks
meh
im ready for intercourse again.

bye bye,
Nik

i dont know what's wrong wth me....i must be seiously worried or just in the back of my mind knowing this is happening AGAIN, this is just total tourture she's going though and i wish i could be there to help, to do anything at all ( Read more... )

so i had a dream that i was at the mall with my faimily, and we were just walking to some store and i saw rachael just sitting on a bench sobbing. i didn't think it was her at first but as we got closer she looked up at me. i woke up with tears in my eyes. it just made me so sad and my heart sunk into my stomach.....

no acen this year is a realy possibility it's not even funny...im a lot of cc debt and skool is also a drain on funds....i think it's time to rob a bank n.n

xmas was good to me.

i got my xbox 360. it's awesome

fin

since everyone is wishing happy holidays and merry xmas and whatnot, and i just need to go against the grain with 99 percent of the things i do....

I HOPE YOUR HOLIDAYS SUCK! I HOPE YOU GOT NOTHING YOU WANTED, UNMERRY XMAS, AND A SHITTY NEW YEAR. GO FUCK YOUR SELF!

Repliee Q1 is sooooo awesome! i want one!
it's just one step closer to Chobits.

technology these days. n.n

i think i know why my mom hates my step brother ( Read more... )

i was so worried that i ended up failing one of my classes, and it's been eating at me...tearing my vacation to shreds. but i ended up getting a D in the class because i screwed up my last final exam in the dead people class. but what ever i passed, im going to the second Trimester, and most of all i wont be smelling like dead people anylonger ( Read more... )