just wanted to update to let yall know im alive, mom grounded me. ill write back in here when i feel like talking.

scott, i miss you too..??????

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five that best apply to you.
4. Put all twelve months under a livejournal cut.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry ( Read more... )

i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself. i hate myself.

i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. i wanna die. ( Read more... )

tonight turned out..

gReAt!!

I give everybody a talk about life, happieness, enjoyment, courage, stength, reasoning, compassion, beliefs, being independant, health, death. why is it that i can't abide by all the things i said. They sound so perfect, like a paridise i'll never beable to encounter just wait for it to come. I hate the poor choices that i chose. I don't get how i ( Read more... )

i was in a wonderful mood today, everything went perfect in school. I come home and go to Mcdonalds with Sam and my sister. We deside we wanted to play hide-n-go-seek in Walmart so we did for about a halfhour or so. Then we deside to go to her "lovers" house, i quote on quote lover because the boy is gay. So i kiss the boy, and she fuckin flips out ( Read more... )

life was so simpleim speechless, i've been sitting here now for 10 minutes trying to think of somthing to write. nothing has come to mind yet. im really confused about life right now i guess. i don't know what to think of it anymore. i am trying to be happy really im giving it effort, but i guess it just comes when your not expecting it. well ( Read more... )