Jan 02, 1998 10:13
i was in a wonderful mood today, everything went perfect in school. I come home and go to Mcdonalds with Sam and my sister. We deside we wanted to play hide-n-go-seek in Walmart so we did for about a halfhour or so. Then we deside to go to her "lovers" house, i quote on quote lover because the boy is gay. So i kiss the boy, and she fuckin flips out on me, i find it humorass. It really ruined my night, and i dont feel wonderful anymore.. but im not gonna go do somthing stupid to myself. im done with that.. for now that is.
+a guy likes me in school. i guess he is cute and nice, to me anyways. it's no gilly but he doesn't want me anymore.. sadly. hah. to bad i want him. i'll get over it sooner or later...maybe
- i feel like total shit latly, like i dont belong here on earth. I wanna seat in heaven to watch over all the people i love.. to be with my sister and laugh and cry. I miss her, i wonder if shes okay on her own..
Life isn't so simple anymore. The king doesn't pick your prince. And you arn't promised to somebody for the rest of your life.. no matter what.