so here am posting on livejournal, why you ask?? i really have no idea why, maybe its just because i am lame and have nothing better to do, everyone is either at school, of some sort, or at work and then there are losers like me who are bored and have no life to find anything to do ( Read more... )

my life pretty much sucks ass and it keeps getting worse and worse.

how much more can a weak person take before they break down???

if i found out that tonight was the last night that i was gonna live, what would you want to say to me......

i hate you!!!

i hope you die a horrible horrible death...

i could go the rest of my life without ever seeing you again

"let's just stop
drop everything
forget each others names
can we please just walk away?"

i dedicate that part to you, everytime i hear i wish i never met you or liked you!!!!

not even that special someone could make me happy right now, i ( Read more... )

so i love every single one of my friends, i see them everyday and i frickin love it!! there are a few more i would die to see a little more: erin, amy, ryan, and katie g.!!! i miss you lovely people!!!

so i am in love with this boy right now it makes me sick!!! when i am in a possy mood he makes everything all better!! god i love it!!!

well now i am ( Read more... )

i love how me and someone else can have so many of the same interests and agree on a lot of other things!! i am kind of falling for this boy and it is way too fast for me and its kind of scaring me!! but at the same time i am happy!!

the last two days i have been hanging out with ryan and its been fun but at the same time i miss seeing my lover erin ( Read more... )

will he call??

probably not.

he never does and then i get all upset about it and i know he isn't gonna call.

god, why does this matter so much to me?? why can't he just call me for once and make my day. i realize he has been hurt before but i won't hurt him he needs to know that.

God, please let him call me!! please!!

underoath in less then 24 hours!!!

whos excited?? I AM!!

its yours, you can have it if it means that much
you can have it if it means that much to you
don't let me stop you
DON'T let me stop you now!!!

i miss him, i just wish we could talk and hangout again!!

GOD! i'm such a loser!!!

night.

so...

i got a new haircut and i like it a lot!
i'm sick of being sick.
i AM going to the underoath concert with three of the greatest girls on the face of the earth!
i miss a certain someone, but they don't know who they are and neither do you!

and now i am going to bed and sleeping like there is no tomorrow!!!

<333