im so happy, i will be back in st thomas in less than a month.

and i sat there high as a kite looking at the moon with her thinking about the time we ran at that park together and you said you didnt really know what you wanted out of me. i just wanted to leave, i wish she would have stopped, i kept on singing that same song i wish it was colder where i was i wish i wasnt in florida ( Read more... )

i am living well. i hope you are all too.

thats right kids, jail is not a fun place. even if it is for a night.

all that cant live without you stuff is bullshit.

edit. that was sarcasm

and for that one week i had a flutter in my stomach, it was there i didnt care about the past anymore. that ended as quickly as it came ( Read more... )

i dont exist as myself anymore.

It took a good 2 minutes to delete the post i just wrote, i think its for the best though. nothing has changed, im 23 now. lets get married and live in that house in that small ocean town you talked about you wanted that one time a few years ago. one day it will all make sense.

i havent felt this way in a long time. it is a good feeling. i cant wait for tomorrow.

i have had thoughts over the past two or three days that i have never had before. i even had a dream about it last night, how things would go down.