It seems every time something like super awesome happens to me something REALLY BAD happens simultaneously. It's really kind of terrible and it's sort of killing me inside
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Augh, that girl sounds awful! I mean, I know people who are flirts but they don't go to that extreme and if they do they should set up boundaries like "Hey, I wanna fool around a bit but i dont want anything serious." They should lay out the facts instead of REALLY INTENSELY leading you on. wtf wttfff.
sorry to hear about the internship and job stuff :C but if youre talented enough that a teacher went to you directly, hopefully you'll get another one soon c:
Thanks mang. It's hard to get it in my head that yes, I do deserve something better, even if she is gorgeous. Not worth it in the end. I'm pretty sure she wanted to be friends but doesn't know how to get people to like her for who she is without trying to make people fall in love with her first.. And maybe make sure they don't leave her by doing whatever to them to sort of test them.
Which in the end is AWFUL and really hurts me, but I guess I understand why she'd do it. I don't have very high self esteem either. But it's just like.. Fffff. You don't need to pretend to like me to keep me as a friend.
OH WELL!
Things will work out I guess, eventually things won't be so awkward. ;\
To go back on the "good number of girls are basketcases and/or psycho" thing, i believe it's all not often a conscious thing but something in relation to one's emotional and general immaturity in dealing with people. She probably was uncertain what she wanted and just did and went with whatever she craved for (attention?) with a lack of foresight or consideration/respect.
If anything helps, ive realized for myself its things and behaviour like this which indicates what would await me in a relationship with that person. Often Idf later grow to feel it was for the best and even having missed a bullet so to speak.
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sorry to hear about the internship and job stuff :C but if youre talented enough that a teacher went to you directly, hopefully you'll get another one soon c:
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Which in the end is AWFUL and really hurts me, but I guess I understand why she'd do it. I don't have very high self esteem either. But it's just like.. Fffff. You don't need to pretend to like me to keep me as a friend.
OH WELL!
Things will work out I guess, eventually things won't be so awkward. ;\
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If anything helps, ive realized for myself its things and behaviour like this which indicates what would await me in a relationship with that person. Often Idf later grow to feel it was for the best and even having missed a bullet so to speak.
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