I hate this journal. I think I might delete it. But I would hate to have to reapply to some of the journals and communities I am in.

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i want to live a worthy life. i want to have the strength within my self to not be pulled into peoples constant drama and the need to have more or be more. i just want to be me...the best me I can be and not worry about other people and their petty shit. i want people to feel peace when they are with me. i want people to trust me and i want them to ( Read more... )

last night I watched born into brothels. I couldn't help crying and feeling so selfish for going on horrible buying binges on ebay. I know that I will adopt children from oter countries. I have been thinking about three. One from China, one from Honduras, and one from India. Maybe I will have two of my own to make it an uneven five ( Read more... )

The field I work in has a lot of strange people in it (which may or may not include myself). The person I was working with before often talked to himself with hand movements and various face movements which led me to believe that he was in active conversations with people I couldn't see. The new person who has come to replace the spirit talker is ( Read more... )

I want a woman ( Read more... )

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I've met you
one out of ten

I want to crawl beneath your shadow
and rest a while

I want to hold your essence in
my mind a while

I want to breath the life of you
and know what you like for breakfast

Mexico, I love you.

( more, if you don't mind )

( Yes, I say thank you. )