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At lunch I went and bought a bunch of dollar store tests (guy behind the counter said "usually people only buy one of these." I guess I should have said "well, I guess usually people aren't dealing with infertility") and tested in the bathroom at work, which was weird ( Read more... ) -
positive
As of this morning, I'm pregnant ( Read more... ) -
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I think that sometimes we want to think our struggles are bigger and worse than those of other people. That our happiness is the likes of haven't been seen here before. But in reality, we all of our experiences are the same. Everyone out there has suffered their own equivalent of my suffering. They have found their strength and powered through ( Read more... ) -
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I know sooner or later someone's going to ask how my weekend was, and I'm not going to know how to answer. I feeling very foggy. Very sinus-infected, though I can breath, so it's not quite my average sinus infection. But my ears are stuffy and my eyes are pressurey, and that makes me feel like I'm floating in a cloud, and I have a hard time ( Read more... ) -
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This starts out as a story about how I get a lot of my clothes ( Read more... ) -
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High for Milwaukee today, 94° and I just ran across the street to grab a hot chai. And I'm wearing a sweater (AC is cold, yo!) Okay, so I also had my space heater on, but it's off now ( Read more... ) -
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I've been reading my journal from the beginning and have a few observations ( Read more... ) -
Yoga
that's the ticket.
I've got a long ways to go, but project "calm the fuck down" is making some headway. I've been much, much more calm over the last few days. I've definitely had a few spontaneous burst of rage, sadness, the whole mix of crazy emotions I run through, but a general sense of peace has been slowly moving in.
I went to yoga on Friday ( Read more... ) -
Wrist
My wrist is in pain. It's hurt for a few days now, not severe pain, but more than an ache. Mostly when when turning my wrist, there'll be a shooting pain momentarily. I have no idea what I could have possibly done to it, but I'm rather tired of it.