I feel old. I’m almost 39. I started this LiveJournal so long ago and nobody looks at live journals anymore. Anybody out there?

How do you get to be in the audience at an award show without paying a dime? Be a seat filler!I responded to an ad asking for seat fillers ages 18-45 on a facebook group called GigsLA. I just sent in an email with my first and last name, and I was in. Main rules included, don't bother the talent (We were told they were nervous enough already.), no ( Read more... )

This morning I attended a fan event brunch with Matthew Ashford (Jack on Days) . An actress, Lilly Melgar, was there too, but I was not very familiar with her work. There were only maybe 10-12 of us. I was surprised it was such a small, intimate gathering ( Read more... )

I think it's nice that different friends do different things for you. One person doesn't give you everything you need, and that's ok. Some friends do more than one of these and some are just one, but that is fine. It all adds up to a complete picture. I have a friend who makes me laugh every time, gets my quirky sense of humor, and encourages and ( Read more... )

I don't want to be me any more.

Goodbye, good bye theater. Goodbye, Grover’s Corners…. Director and stage manager… Goodbye to chicken’s clucking backstage…and Mrs. Webb’s imaginary beans…. And food in the green room and free coffee at concessions. And hair styling in the dressing room and hot curling irons. And performing and bowing at curtain call. Oh, Our Town, you’re too ( Read more... )

My year of mostly 29 ( Read more... )

$25 amazon gift card- Sarah
$150 amazon gift card- Mom

yellow earrings- Mom

Star of David night light- Jamie

snowman cookie cutter, sugar crystals, chocolate martini mix, and small box of Sees candy- Jenn

business tote- Jenn's mom

Why am I the one who always has to apologize? People hardly ever tell me they are sorry. I can't remember the last time anyone apologized to me.

I wish someone would help me for a change. I feel like I'm always the one helping. I seem to be unable to say no, unless I absolutely cannot do it. sigh