I think I am officially burnt-out. I am sick of being here and doing the shit that I have to do. My days are so repetitive and boring. Everything is so predictable. And I was hoping that I'd get LTC. I really wanted it. Not only that, but I felt like I needed it. I'm stuck in such a rut. But I guess it wasn't meant to be. They say you get into LTC ( Read more... )

Welcome back to me I suppose! I feel like this may be a good thing for me to start up again. After all, it's really neat to look back. And besides that, sometimes it feels good to get it all out there. nd besides, no one really reads this anyway, so it could be good for me. So welcome back to me. The end!

THREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE DAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSS! AND PROM IS SOON AND MARY BETH GOT THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DRESS!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH! AND THEN THERE'S THIS BOY....

 sigh. almost done...

I  just don't even know what to say. I feel so hurt and upset and angry and I just want to break down. I feel like everyone is trying to pull me down and tear me apart. I can't even deal with it anymore. I am an emotional wreck. Susan just can' t be nice or take my side for once. I don't even know. And Nate says he can't deal with it. Well how the ( Read more... )

 So... sitting in the library talking to Rich... And he's talking about a party. With sex, drugs, and rock and roll. Mr. Servidio comes over ( Read more... )

 Not gonna lie, I'm not a poem writer person... But here's what happen's when I'm pissed and banished to Expressland at work. BORDOM AND POETRY ENSUES!!! P.S. I wrote these one reciept paper. LOL

I smile everyday, so you don't see my pain,
I laugh when other laugh, but inside my heart is slain.

Inside I'm lying,
         crying,
                 dying ( Read more... )

It's almost Halloween. Which means it's almost Thanksgiving... Which means its almost CHRISTMAS!!! And I have already busted out the Trans-Siberian Orchestra and other c.d's and I am thinking about what to buy people. I love Christmas. It is such a great time of year. Everyone is in such a great mood and everyone is nice. I love it. I have no idea ( Read more... )

College is stressful.

Th e concert. It was amazing. I had so much fun. We went to Marden's before and saw Luann of all people and Nate had to open his big friggen mouth. sorry but dumb move. And I got autographs from a bunch of people from the bands and i got a pick from the RJA guitarist and the waterbottle that the Amber Pacific drummer drank from and the guitarist ( Read more... )