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So yeah, here I am moments from leaving the LAX airport. My life all packed and ready into the cubic meters the airline allows you. I'm saying good bye to love ones and my mom is basically shoving into the security line she is so damn excited. Relax... Relax.... I give them one last hug, one last physical touch of home, my only home, then I pop in ( Read more... ) -
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When you try to force yourself out of love because you know what's better for you it's really hard to stop looking at yesterday. I've been going on date after date trying to get over him but still, when I get home, wash off my make up all I can think about is him before I sleep. Why is this? So nerve racking.
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" oh okay, fine then Carolyn, let's just dwell in the past"
" you know what? I am going to dwell in the past, because that is what you gave me. What did I give you?"
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Everyday when I go to work meet a person every five minutes. So many different personalities that barge in the door and so many different ways to handle each and everyone one of them. Usually when you go to a restaurant and sit down with a lover or friend you never really know how the waitress's day went, but we almost perfectly can feel out yours ( Read more... ) -
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I believe that if one man were to live out his life fully and completely, were to give form to every feeling, expression to every thought, reality to every dream-I believe that the world would gain such a fresh impulse of joy that we would forget all the maldies of mediaevalism, and return to the Hellenic ideal-something finer than the Hellenic ( Read more... ) -
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So today I have realized that there is two parts of my life my
social/ love life
and
home/responsiblity life
these things are never going great at the same time. EVER
when one is up the other is down
and right now my home/responsibility life is the lowest it has ever been and i have been thinking of what to tell my parents because i have really let ( Read more... ) -
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i really don't know what to do
it makes me so sad when i thin about it ( -
2008
oh my fucking god (i shouldnt say that i mean omg) i haven't written in this journal for long thank you Katie Sue James for waking me up ( Read more... ) -
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so life is going good
hanging out with friends
and going so many places
doing so many things
moving out really soon and im glad
it's less then 6 months away
and i can't wait to go
sd is cool
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i fucken ruined everything
i feel like crying
why is everything all of sudden going wrong
i wish i could take things back
this sucks so much
ahhh why
i have this constant feeling of guilt
and sadness
i wish it would go away