this is something I've been meaning to post on fb and I just can't bring myself to do it.  I thought maybe it would be easier here and most of the people I was struggling to tell are on lj anyway ( Read more... )

In class on LJ again ( Read more... )

Today was supposed to be an exciting day to post.  It was going to be a full month of going to the gym.  I was joking with my therapist that I could get a red chip.  But I haven't been since Thursday.  I had my first test in my graduate course Monday.  I felt the most prepared I had ever felt for a test in college.  I did the most homework I've ( Read more... )

We did eat the dinner planned last night (except it also had olives, oddly) and drank a glass of tea for dessert.  I mostly drank the tea because I wanted a sweet taste but had no room for desserts.  Justin and I have always taken two portions at dinner, since our portion size is dictated by paperbowls.  I think I am going to cut back to one bowl, ( Read more... )

That's not true.  I slept from 6 am to 11 am.  But had tons of nightmares (including killer gophers...) and an awful time separating reality and dream upon waking up (I thought I went downstairs twice before I actually did it in rl).  Was weird and slow start to the day.  Ate a muffin again for breakfast as this is the only thing I can prepare ( Read more... )

I didn't post half of what I meant to post earlier because the TV was on and mom was still screaming pretty loudly at the AT&T people.  Now that I'm wide awake I can post! *sigh ( Read more... )

I've been waiting to write this for three hours because ATT has reached new levels of fail.  Internet is back up but things are still real bad.  Here's to three months of free cable ( Read more... )

I'm on a class break right now bored out of my mind ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went to the gym and made a smarter eating decision yay ( Read more... )

Saturday night really sucked.  I got the comments I wanted and then staring at the ceiling realized I'm not taking any of this seriously.  And unfortunately, no one around me is either.  Not because I shouldn't lose weight or that I can't lose weight, but that now is not the time to take on anything additional.

It's driving me crazy but it's what ( Read more... )